Raising Jesse

18.Wedding Vacation

So I'm beres bridesmaid of honor and joel is Erick's best man . The other boys were also a part . Bere got her freinds to be bridesmaids .
We were currently shopping for the bridesmaid dresses when the girls squealed when they saw a cute dress shop
The dresses were gorgeous
Bere was also looking for her dress because erick accidentally dropped soda on the box with the dress inside staining the dress . She cried , and cried and cried , they took the dress to the cleaners . We went to go dress shopping since bere didn't feel like going and we were days away from the wedding . I quickly dialed beres number

Hello i heard her sniffle

Hey bere i need you to come to la gala mall right now

Why ?

Just hurry up its an emergency text me when you get here

Okay she said hanging up .

I told the old lady the shop owner how much the dress costed it wasn't designer or any thing but it was still beautiful she said it was discount since i told her why happened to beres other dress .

I got a text from bere saying she was here on the third floor i told her to wait for me near the salon .
When i saw her i put a blind fold on her . Okay bere i need to show you something trust me .

I walked her into the dress shop and stood her in front of the gorgeous dress being when i uncovered her eyes her jaw dropped the other girls were taking in her expression

OMG IT'S GORGEOUS CAN I TRY IT ON she squealed happily
Of course you can said he old lady .

She showed us her exclusive dresses she only shows to customers who she likes she said we would get two dresses for the price of one wich i really liked .

Each brides maid got a custom dress a different design but the same fabric wich would make us all match .

My dresses where tight dresses that hugged my body form i was starting to become my normal weight.

When i was taken to the hospital it was because I tried doing suicide. I HATED my body in every way everything clung in the wrong places my boyfreind was a model who only like skinny girls, joel made me feel worthless when i was kicked out , I rember seeing him at that cafe i saw jesse too , my boyfreind dumped he same day and he said he was going to kill me if i reported him to the police the truth was same he cheated on me multiple times . I'm still wondering how i didn't scar , my body had no scars on it .my ex turned me anorexic .

I'm secretly being treated to control my self when i feel like I want to throw up , I want to be a good influence to jesse . She's a wonderful girl with a huge heart just like her dad .

As we walked out one of he bridesmaids asked

Why are we gonna tell the guys now hay we changed our dresses?

Easy i said

We won't say anything this will be a surprise, erick saw beres other dress cuz he spilled soda on it but if we all show up in these new dresses the guys will be surprised.

That's a great idea !

Yup hey let's go get some lace for beres honey moon

We walked into a Victorias secret bere chose her "lace "
And paid and we left

Here she gave me something aside from what she got it was a white lace thong wich would come in handy for my dress since they were tight they would show my underwear lines .

It wasn't like I didn't have thongs i just never wore them . When your living in a house with five guys i don't think its appropriate for me to wear that , I only wore them when i went out clubbing but I never hooked up or anything like that they come in handy for dresses what can i say ?