Raising Jesse

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Its been two weeks now and im feeling better . Joel has been coming every single day with jesse to see joey for some reason he began to call joey, yoan , i like the name too .

Jesse was sleeping over just like joel . My Lawyer was getting the divorce papers signed by taylor today too .

I heard the door bell ring i got up putting joey to bed in his new crib .
It was joel .
Lucii !! Jesse said hugging my leg

Hey jesse how are you beautiful i said crouching down at her height and brushing her now long hair out of her eyes .

Im doing good she said smiling

Joel was standing at the door way smirking at me

Lucii !!! he said tryjng to mock jesse , who had left running to find yoyo

He picked me up by the leggs putting me over his shoulder making me scream

Joel put me down !

He put me down and smirked

What ? I asked joel

Arnt you gonna ask me how i am and call me beautiful ?

I laughed and playfully punched his arm

Hurry up im hungry joel

For me ? He said winking

Getting me to burst out laughing

Finee lets go get the food out of car lucii . We went to the front of the cabin
We went to joels car , he handed me a bag of in n out i smelled fries , my mouth water as i pulled a fry out of the bag before it got to my mouth joel stoped me ,

He took it out of my hand and ate it ,

He had the milk shakes ,

We went inside locked the door behind us .

We all sat at the main table joey was napping on a love sack near the table

Jesse got her food

I started to eat my double double cheese burger savoring everything in it when joel brought up going to the beach infront of the cabin it was small private beach wich was beautiful . I agreed to go .

Yoyo and jesse rushed to the water splasshing around the water i was in my red stripped bikini covered by my long red flannel .

Joel had gotten a pretty big basket and suggested we put joey inside and i agreed it had pillows so joey wouldnt be un confotable

I placed my big umbrella into the sand and put joeys basket and him under the shade so he wouldnt get tanned .

I sat in the shade looking at yoyo and jesse play in the water when joel sat beside me .

Hey joel i said

He looked at me

Hey lucii

I smiled and turned around joel was quiet this was aqward so i decided to pay attention to jesse and yoyo .

Lucii ?

Yea joel ? I said looking at him

Thankyou he said giving me a small smile .

For what ? I asked confused

Giving birth to yoan

I smiled and looked at joey

I looked at him

Joel thank you for giving me joey hes my happiness ever since hes been in here i said pointing at my stomach
Ive never felt alone , hes my motivation in life hes my everything . I said smiling