Raising Jesse

big steps

I had everything set up for the proposal .

It would be at Disney land , it would be cnco preforming after Quisera id propose to lucii who would be at the front of the stage with Jesse and joey.

Once again I changed my number because I didn't want to risk another crazy fan texting me .

I called lucii to see what she was gonna wear to Disneyland I knew she was a perfectionist and was gonna want a perfect outfit . As much times as I told her she was perfect she couldn't see past her imperfections . I knew she still had problems accepting who she was but that's one of he reasons I want to marry her I want to show her every single day of her life how much I love and appreciate her .

That she doesn't need to worry about what people think because she's beautiful without trying .

I want to love her every single day of her life , I want to treat her right I want to show her that she can be loved . I want us to keep our family together me, Jesse , Joey , and Lucii .

There's no girl I want , I only want lucii to be mine .

I might be speeding things up but I don't care , I want to be with her .

She said shed be wearing a pink crop shirt with a matching skirt paired with Jimmy Choo heels with bows on the back .

I smiled at the thought that tomorrow id take a big step in our relationship .

So did you get it ? Chris said looking over my shoulder

Yea I sort of did

He left and I fidgeted with my phone some more.

I hadn't told him that I found the perfect engagement ring .

Jesse my aka little helper had been sick all week so she was really disappointed she couldn't help me with anything .

Lucii had been taking care of Jesse mean while I work at the studio with the boys all day .

Last night I got home around three I was so tired I ended up sleeping on the living room couch I couldn't

Go upstairs . I've been staying at the cnco house since luz is also staying there with pregnant bere .

Anyways I was so tired I knocked out on the couch .

Lucii must've noticed my car was here because I rember her waking me up and taking me upstairs . I rember her falling asleep . I saw her face a few dark circles under her eyes , but she still looked amazing .I dove off to sleep

In the morning

I woke up to someone kissing my cheek and I felt the bed lift a bit I peeked one eye

And saw lucii getting ready for today .

She slipped off my t-shirt she was wearing exposing her flawless body . I saw her walk up to the mirror and squish her little belly fat which I think was cute .

She frowned and pinched her belly fat .

She was so concentrated on her image that she didn't realize I was slowly walking up to her .

I hugged her from behind startling her a bit but the calmed down once she realized it was me . I placed gentle kisses on her neck .

I picked her up bridal style ,

Lucii your perfect so don't pinch that cute belly

I kissed her belly and she giggled

I love you Joel she said

I hovered over her and placed a soft kiss ln her lips ,

I pulled away and I was going to shower when she wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me back down for another kiss.

After that I got up and got ready to shower .

Today was going to be the biggest step in my life

Just then I received another text just as creepy as the other one I got

We are also going to have our happily ever after just wait .....

hey kiddos ☺
Sorry this is really short even im dissapoitned , im buried deep in school work but ill try to update asap
-L.G📷🎠