Raising Jesse

12.hospitals

Beres p.o.v

I was with erick when we got a call from a mysterious number .

Hello ? I said

Yes are you related to a girl named Lucii hills ?

Yes why? I asked confused

She's in urgent care right now the lady on the phone said

My eyes began to fill up with tears uh can I have the adress .

After the lady gave us the info me and erick drove to the hospital.

When we got there they told us they still didn't have news and that we needed to wait for the doctor.

Erick called all the guys including joel .

Joels p.o.v

Hey bere what's up i asked me and jesse were currently walking around Hollywood i pushed her around her stroller.

I need you to come to the hospital. She said

W..w ... what why ! I said

Luciis in urgent care

My heart stopped , this girl I had just seen a few hours ago is now in urgent care

Where is she! I pray ally shouted into the phone bere gave me the adress where to go and we went .

~~~~~~~~ three long hours later

I paced back and forward what's going on in there

The doctor came out

Family of lucii hills ?

Here! we stood up

So lucii attempted suicide her roommate found her body floating in there bathtub luckly we were able to save her even though she lost a lot of blood .
So what exactly happened ? Her boyfriend broke up with her in the letter she left and she cut her whole body and got into a tub filled with water knowing that it's easier to die like that .

Everyone went home to rest up mean while i decided to stay bere and erick decided to take jesse home they would watch her .

They finally let me into luciis room .
She looked even more pale .
He skinny body was lying on the hospital bed unconscious.
There was cuts all over her body .
Her legs, arms ,neck and wrists.

This is all my fault .
I sobbed into my hands
I always hurted people .

Luciis p.o.v

I heard soft sobbing .
I opened up my eyes and saw joel
It's my fault , I always hurt people
He said he continued crying he didn't notice me wake up
I lifted his chin up .
Look at me joel none of this happened because of you .
It happened because no one loves me .
Look at me in not beautiful I'm horrendous!
His eyes became dark
Lucii look at your self , you arnt horrendous, your amazing ! You have someone who loves you and asks for you every single day .
Who's that she said in a wearily voice

Jesse .

She smiled softly

Jesse loves you there's not a day when she dosent ask for you .
Your beautiful no matter what .

Joel i honestly wish I could believe what you say but I can't I'm ugly . And i just don't wanna live anymore .