Raising Jesse

Trust

Chris waited imaptiently for alexie to come .

But i knew he was hiding somthing else when joel and the other boys didnt come home. And thats when i saw 22 the girl group with cnco .
They had risen into fame in the most dirtiest way . They sabotaged everyone who stood against them. Not to metion they were hoes .

They dated someone new each week.

I didnt like the picture at all why ?

Because JOEL was kissing ama the main lead singer

His hands on her ass ,

I was freaking out ,

I grabbed chris by the collar almost choking him

Chris what the fuck what are they doing

Th- th- they

He put his head down

Look joel isnt like this you know it .

In realitity i didnt know what to do , i went to 22's instagram , they had pictures .

Geani was with richard dancing but he kept his distance , zabi was kissing angela , just like joel , erick was obiously sick so he wasnt there . I felt so betrayed i felt like a fool .

Im sorry chris this isnt your fault at all .

I called joel

He didnt answer .

I told chris id be out for a while i called the nanny and she agreed to babysit , i needed time to clear my mind .

I drove to the nearest beach it was a private one , i had boughten the property so me and joel could spend it here after we got married but no luck now that he did what he did .

I picked up an oddly nice looking rock that was broken in half , it angered me because it reminded me oh how joel left me several times broken . I threw it into the water . Creating a splash in the water .

My phone pinged notifying me i had gotten a text

It was yoyo

Are you okay where are you ?

I sent yoyo the location , i gave him the pin to open the gates to enter my beach .

I couldnt hold it i saw another picture posted , by ama she was holding clearly joels hand because he was wearing the bracelet jesse made him .

He wasnt wearing the ring i gave him , i had given it to him days before he left , it was like an engagment band for him .

Yoyo came runing towards me my whole body felt numb .

His arms wraped around me hugging me . There was no sun today it was just gloomy like my mood .

I cried in his arms ,

Why yoyo ? Was i not good enough for joel ?

He held me tight as i broke down

Yoyo dose he not understand that im commited to this relationship , I fucking love him and he pays me back with this .

Lucii you need to know somthinghe mumbled

Tell me what it is yoyo

I said needing an answer from him .

Joel , didnt want you to get hurt so he didnt tell you that he was breaking off the relation ship for -

For who ? I said needing an answer

Amanda his supposdly ex

WHAT I THOUGHT SHE DIED i practically yelled

She lied , she went to rehab she was anorexic
She paid the doctors to lie about everything.
After she had jess she relapsed , she didnt want to
Be responsible for jesse .

But i know who sent those texts it was ama he said

It was too much to take in

Shes returning with joel to start a family with him .

Get a lawyer she also wants joey , joel is blinded by her i dont think hed ignore her , hes gonna go through it .

Fuck

What am i supposed to do , my son , my precious baby i repeated

Yoyo put his hand over my shoulder and said ill be here .