Raising Jesse

13.

I came every single day to see lucii . She just layed in her bed getting better each day .
I would go everyday and play card games , they even let jesse into the room .
The doctor said lucii needed a little bit of a distraction something that would make her happy and jesse sure did make her happy .
I'm happy to say luciis coming back i don't think she stole my ring .
Today i was going to head park with jesse grab some breakfast and go visit lucii .
I haven't talked to nav because of the way she's been .
She litteraly came to see lucii and decided to be really disrespectful with her i ended up calling security on her .yes I called security on my exgirlfriend.
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I picked jesse up from her crib she lazily played with my hair .
I undressed her and started the tub . I made sure the water was warm enough for her , not too hot and not so cold .

I got her clothes her toys and towel.

I chose a plain white shirt , light blue washed out pants and white converse for jesse .
I turned on my music let's do a throw back jesse ,I played one of our first songs "tan facil"
I began to sing as i washed her hair

"Por que tu me miras y yo seiento lo mismo que tu ,
quando te miro seiento que me estoy enamorando "

(Translation: because when you look at me i feel the same as you , when i look at you i feel like I'm falling in love )

I made sure to wash her hair . I then put her toys in her tub she played with a little blue ball richard gave her . I was texting yoyo what was he up to since he was missing all morning when i felt something wet bounce off my cheek .
I turned around to see jesse giggling and then the blue ball caught my eye .
I smiled at jesse
You little rascal , I picked her up and wrapped her up with her duckie towel
I placed her on my bed and changed her
Jesse has been wanting to talk she knows a few words but still can't say dad or joel ,although her gibberish is cute though.

Hmm jesse what should daddy where today ??
I said looking at the clothes rack i had she pointed at her shirt and pants .
I smiled and picked her up tossing her into the air and catching her as she squealed and giggled
I FREAKING LOVE YOU JESSE
I said i tossed her and kissed her cheek

I got my white shirt and light blue washed out pants and changed in the restroom . I came out jesse was lying down on my bed watching bubble guppies .

I drove to McDonald's and ordered two happy meals because lucii told me she wanted a happy meal and two hash browns.

I got my self some french fries because either wasn't really hungry .

Once we arrived to the hospital jesse ran towards luciis door .

Lucii gave a weary smile and tried to carry jesse but she seemed a bit weak ?

I put jesse on the bed and handed jesse her happy meal and she passed lucii hers too.

Jesse sat down and ate.

After we were done lucii said she was tired .
She looked at me I grabbed and squeezed her hand
Come on lucii a few more days and your home .
I gave her supporting she returned one two .

Jesse spent the whole day playing with lucii
They colored, watched movies , played dolls and lucii even got jesse to say i love Joey.
To bad I wasn't recording this it would've been great .
We stayed until the nurse told us visiting time was over i looked at the clock it was 5:00 in the afternoon so we left .

I carried jesse to my car and buckled her up . I got in the car and out on my seat belt .

Jesse fell asleep in the car when i took her out of the car
I carried her to my room i put her down on my bed and i layed beside her

I ran my fingers through he soft wavy hair . She was my little trouble maker. She looked alot like Amanda she got her eyes and tiny hands her cute tiny nose and her bubbly personality.
What did she get from me ?
Well she got my smile , perfect jawline , wavy black hair , this was my baby my little angel who's growing up to fast .

Jesse means the world to me she was a blessing sent for me .
She's thought me so many things . She's brought so much happiness into my life . I've never been so happy before .
I had to break up with Nav because I had a feeling she didn't like jesse . And jesses my #1 girl , jesse comes first i need a girl who can do both things . Make me fall for her and be good w jesse .

Lmao like get a girl who can do both .

Jesse is my priority I've always put my girlfriend first, and its not fair that I missed my baby's birthday because of my dumb decisions.
Anyways
I realized that jesse really needed luz's company . She seemed so happy to see lucii.
My baby's growing up and she's going to need a mom in the picture. Is it bad that I might have feelings for lucii she's amazing, beautiful, gorgeous, and caring . Wait what no I'm on something right now i CAN'T like her

She's completely different from me she's like two years younger than m-

Whaaa!!!!!!

Jesse woke up that's my baby

Jesse , jess daddy's here i told her

She opened her eyes and smiled at me she hugged me her hand barley wrapping around my muscular arm.

I placed a kiss on her forehead

Jess, say I- LOVE - YOU i said

I - yuv - ooo jesse said

Good job princess

Dadi - yuv- yucci jesse said

My eyes grew wide

Jesse who told you this

She smiled and said

Yo

Do you mean uncle yoyo?

She smiled and said

YOYO YOYO !

omg what am I gonna do with out savage ass yoyo .

Let's get you up Wana eat princess

She nodded her head

We went into a in n out and as soon as I walked out i was surrounded by fans .

AWW LOOK THAT'S JESSE !

YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE !

CAN I TAKE A SELFIE !

CAN I HOLD HER !

MARRY ME JOEL !

That's all i heard from fans the got an auto graph and a picture .
Jesse really loved the cameras and pictures because she made the cutest faces . I told my fans to tag me on the pictures and i would follow them as soon as I got home.

When i got home I placed the extra bag i bought inside yoyos room.

It was as cheese burger a with fries and a shake .

I sat jesse down on her chair and began to feed her .

Is it good jess ?

She nodded her head

After we finished eating
I took jesse to the living room with me. I watched some tv and caught up on fuller house

And i fell asleep

I woke up to find jesse cuddled up next to me and sleeping
This girl is going to kill me with her cuteness.