Raising Jesse

36. marry her !

Jesses p.o.v

Lucii can you be my momy ?

Luciis p.o.v

Can you be my momy ?

I pracally choked on my ego waffle when jesse asked me that jesse patted my back helping me stop choking

Jess id love to be your momy but your daddy has to ask me to marry him and all of that grown up stuff i smiled back at her

Okay she said in a dissapointed way slouching back

Jess i said trying to get her attention

What ! she said angriliy dam for a three year old jesse was mad

Jess i want to be your mother but sometime you have to wait for good things to happen okay i said softly , it hurt me that jesse would actually be mad at me jesse means alot to me especially because i raised her .

As soon as i snapped out of my thoughts i realized jesse was gone

I ran my hand through my hair and kept on eating breakfast .

I wonder what joel was doing out side id go but he said he wants alone time wich im okay with .

Joels p.o.v

I was fixing my car when jesse came out side , she sat next to me .

Whats up baby i said glancing at her and continuing to fix ky car

Daddy i want you to marry lucii !

I turned my head around and furrowed my eyebrows i crouched down to jesses level and saw tears in her eyes , jesse always suprised me she was gonna turn four in a few months but she was really smart .

Jesse why do you want me to marry lucii ? I said making her look at me

I want you to marry her so she can be my mommy , and the girls at preschool can stop saying that i cant play with them because there momies say i cant because i have no momy

I was filled with anger , i admit it i turned jesse into a tomboy , i still lived in the cnco house but i always came because 1. Newborn is here and 2. Because luciis always here and i can fill her with kisses . It was my fault jesse didnt have a mother figure to teach her about playing with barbies , i feel bad because i dont play barbies with her at all .... even if she wants to play i always suggest soccer or somthing like that .

I hugged jesse tightly

Oh baby why didnt you tell anyone ?

Because no one does listen even ms.sally says i cant play with them because i have no mom

I hugged her again

Jess im gonna go talk to your teacher okay ?

Okay she nodded her head

But can i play with the big pink teddy bear in luciis room go ask her im sure shell say yes

and turned around and sprinted back into luciis mansion

I saw lucii on one of he room balconies thinking to her self , i mean dam how could she look so dam flawless without even trying ,

Lucii! I called out she looked down at me and smiled

Can we talk i said looking at her meanwhile i took off the grease from my hands , she nodded her head and dissapered . In less then a second she was outside , hey jo-

Luciis p.o.v

Hey jo-

Oh my lord hes slowly taking off hiss greasy shirt i swear if i had hundred dollar bills on me id be making it rain dam what a view

Are you done ? Joel said smirking and leaning against his car dam im gonna melt

Ugh yea i said blushing red

So we need to talk about somthing serious and its about jesse

Oh good because jesse mentioned somthing this morning

Its it anyhing realated to a mom?

Wait what howd you know ? I asked confused af

Yea jesse demanded me to marry you lucii and i asked her why and she said because her classmates judge her because she dosent have a mother .

Those little assholes are gonna have my foot shoved uo there fucking asses once im done with them

Lucii calm down i just want you to accompanie me to the student teacher meeting so we can disscuss this out he smiled softly at me

I know but i want to protect her i want her to feel safe i dont wanna feel like i cant do anything to help jesse i told joel feeling dissapointed

Lucii you do protect jesse and you always make her feel safe

But -

No buts lucii your everything to jesse but there is one thing you can do to help me out , he smiled back at me

Really what can i do ???

Well you can start by helping me go shopping for jesse

Yea i can but why ?

Well jesses always been a fan of dresses and that sort of stuff but i never got her any because well i dont know about that can you help me ?

Omg id love to i said hugging joel

Joels p.o.v

She said shed love to , yup its confirmed shes wife matierial

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