Raising Jesse

drop the news

When i came home chris was no longer there , instead i found joel .

My eyes were red and puffy ,
But i still walked uo to him

We have to talk he said staring at me in  the eyes, his expression was unreadable .

I nodded and sat down on my couch .

I want to talk about us , i think we need to break up he said

My stomach droped

My anger rose up

You think this is a game joel ? I laughed
Wow i gave you everything i could , im willing to comit with you yet you decided to ruin us , ive tried so hard to keep this together yet you dont try a single bit.

Lucii look i want this to be peaceful , ill let you visit joey as much times as you want

What ? I croaked out

Then ama came down MY fucking house stairs with MY baby boy

Yea your welcome to visit she said plastering a fake smile.

Joel inter locked hands with her .

Give me my baby , i said erily low ,

No hes also my son !

Oh is he ? I said testing joel

Yea he is im going to -

Dont say it because you couldnt raise jesse your self joel
You cant take my son away just like that ! I yelled

He just did ama said throwing a paper saying joel could legally take joey

No you cant i said on the verge of tears

Joel was now carrying joey his expression was unreadable

Zac came into he living room

Zac get this bitch out of my living room , joels eyes instantly darkened but i knew so did mine ,

She tried smacking me but i got her wrist before he hand reached my face and i punched her ,

Lucii i didnt want it this way but if you cant treat my girl right then you cant see joey he said .

He left my body was numb what happened ?

I cried for half an hour and began to binge watch netflix i had to do somthing fast

I got a text from yoyo
It said :

Djdhdue di

I texted him a question mark

He called me drunk i was heart broken but i knew somthing went wrong because he slurred somthing about being kicked out of his girlfriends house .

I drove to pick up yoyo his face fell when he saw mine .

Why is your pretty face filled with tears ?

Because joel ended it with me and took joey LEGALLY how is it possible yoyo i said .

He hugged me and muttered that he would stay with me no matter what .

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Joels p.o.v

Do it joel or ill ruin cnco and your feonce she said

Amanda this isnt you i said breathing frustratedly , if you really care leave me jesse , joey and lucii alone .

My love she said stroking my arm

It sent chills down my arms my breath hitched

Joel remeber how we fell in love

When we made jesse how the lust was intense . Joel i love you and i know you still love me that girl shes just a fling of yours . Joel we spent so many years together , rember you wanted a family with me one girl and one boy ?

She had a point ,

And plus i wont ruin cnco and her ,Trust me she said

Deal i said

I was doing a marriage contract of two years with amanda , first i told her to back off but she couldnt stay away , i was angry she lied to me when jesse was born but she explained to me what happened , yet she wanted to split me and lucii .

But i didnt want her or the boys to be hurt either , i had to do what i thought what was right maybe lucii would forget joey and i .

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Luciis p.o.v

In the middle of the night i woke up weezeing , i looked at the crib beside my bed but it was empty .

I began to hyperventalate .

I tried grabbing my phone but ended up dropping a glass cup .

My door busted open , i saw him , joel.

He ran towards me and held me

Shh he wispered into my ear as he held me , joel was the only one who made me feel safe . Soon i was begining to calm down and drifted off to sleep .

When i woke up he wasnt there , just like our picutre on the photo frame beside my bed which had once contained a picture of me and joel kissing . But i guess he took it and threw it away .

Yoyo was sleeping in the guest room because he was drunk out of his mind and he wasnt even a drinker , i knew somthing bad happened when i found him drunk.

My house was cold so i wrapped my blanket around me
And walked into yoyos room .

Hey buddie i said hey he said his face was shoved into the pillow , i went and closed the blinds .
I passed him some pills and water

Thanks he said .

The whole day me and yoyo stayed together i got him breakfast in bed , and we just talked about what was going on , his situation with his girl and i told him about joel and last night. He ended up apologizing about his drunken state , we talked about alot more until it was time to sleep i walked to my room and i had an unread message from an unknown number .

I rember seeing your eyes flashing in pain
I rember your smile fill up my stomach with
Butterflies maybe next time , i can love you ,
But dont hurt somtimes, people do things that
Seem bad when they actually have good
Intentions
-Anon

My breath was taken away this made me feel emotional

I turned off my phone and fell asleep.