Don't Hurt Yourself

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Chapter 6: Anger, Don't Hurt Yourself
Beyoncé POV

December 4th

So today is Jay's birthday and we just finished having sex and he just fucked the shit out of me. Later on tonight we're going to 40/40 to celebrate but for now on we're going to chill together.

"What are we doing today?" Jay asked then kissed me on my lips.

"We can just chill then-" I began to say until Jay phone started to ring.

"Hold on baby." he said then left out on his phone.

My nosy ass wanted to see who the fuck he was talking to so I got up and follow behind him. He went into the guest room so I stood outside the room and listened.

"I'm chilling with my wife right now." I heard him say.

"Nah I ain't coming over."

"Look I don't want her getting suspicious."

"Aight I'll see you tonight."

He hung up then I ran my ass back to the room so I wouldn't get caught.

"Who was that." I asked as he came back in the room.

"Ty, he was just asking what time we heading to 40/40." he said and I knew his ass was lying. I ain't hear that nigga say no time whatsoever.

"Why you ask?"

"No reason, are you hungry?" I asked trying to change the subject.

"Yeah but make sure you cook naked." he said while smirking.

"Ask your other bitch to cook for you naked." I mumbled as I walked out our room.

"What you say?"

"I said I'll be downstairs cooking naked." I lied.

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It's 11 pm and Jay and I are about 5 minutes away from 40/40.

"Damn Bey, you look good asf

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"Damn Bey, you look good asf."

"Thanks baby." I said then kissed him.

We arrived at 40/40 and it was packed, there were people waiting in this long ass line, and there were paparazzi everywhere.

We went inside the club and headed straight to VIP and just as I was about to sit down I seen the devil herself coming into our VIP... Rachel Roy.

"Hi." she said.

I put on a fake smile for this face bitch then said hi back.

"Happy Birthday Jay." she said while hugging him.

There was this awkward silence so I decided to break it.

"Kelly is down there so I'm going to speak to her." I said then walked away.

"Hey Bey, you seem down." Kelly said.

"I'm great." I said but I was lying, I don't want people in my business.

"Can we get Vodka shots please." Kelly told the bartender.

I look up at the VIP and seen Rachel and Jay boo loving. They were in each other faces laughing and carrying on. I wanted to slap the smile off both of their faces. Since Jay wanted to be in that bitch face I'm going to be petty, two can play that game. I took 4 shots of Vodka and went to the dance floor.

Jay wanted to show out so I'm going to show out to

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Jay wanted to show out so I'm going to show out to.

Who the fuck do you think I am?
You ain't married to no average bitch boy
You can watch my fat ass twist boy
As I bounce to the next dick boy

Jay fucking with the wrong bitch and he needs to know who the bad bitch is. I started dancing and moving my hips to the music, I acted as if I wasn't married. As I continued to dance I still seen Jay and that bitch together.

When you hurt me, you hurt yourself
Don't hurt yourself
When you diss me, you diss yourself
Don't hurt yourself
When you hurt me, you hurt yourself
Don't hurt yourself, don't hurt yourself
When you love me, you love yourself
Love God herself

I wanted Jay to see me so I started dancing with Dame Dash, Rachel Roy ex husband.

I am the dragon breathing fire
Beautiful mane I'm the lion
Beautiful man I know you're lying
I am not broken, I'm not crying, I'm not crying
You ain't trying hard enough
You ain't loving hard enough
You don't love me deep enough
We not reaching peaks enough
Blindly in love, I fucks with you
'Til I realize, I'm just too much for you
I'm just too much for you

Next thing you know I seen them kiss, they kissed so that means somebody has to die tonight.

We just got to let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be baby
Hey baby, who the fuck do you think I is?
I smell that fragrance on your Louis knit boy
Just give my fat ass a big kiss boy
Tonight I'm fucking up all your shit boy
We just got to let it be
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be baby
Uh, this is your final warning
You know I give you life
If you try this shit again
You gon lose your wife

I tell myself everyday that I can't give up on Jay, I tell myself that I love this man so much so I will never leave him. But Jay has one more time to try me, if he does some other shit he ain't gonna have no wife.

Uh, this is your final warning
You know I give you life
If you try this shit again
You gon lose your wife

Next I'm leaving, I promise myself I'm not going to stay.

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