The heart of a poet

With you a piece of my heart

Bar
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Made one mistake and my whole life changed, lost the one I love ever since I've felt strange. It's just not the same, wish I could go back since I'm the only one I can blame. Still talk to my love, just now he my best bud. I want him he don't want me, but I've decided to just take a step back and let it be. I want him to be happy want him to be smiling, I'm the only one who should be crying. Don't wanna see a tear go down his check don't want to see the sadness on his face. But I'm still holding on and I won't fall got these memories I can't erase holding me up from my own causality. He told me to move on find someone else and be strong but without him it just feels wrong like a piece of my heart is gone. He'll always have my love, forever by his side just not in the way that I'd like. But it's okay talking to him everyday is enough to put a smile on my face, well actually just enough to keep me going for another day. In the late hours when I think of how it could've changed I recalculate my self worth. I'm struggling and will be for awhile just long as he's happy I don't mind. Regretting decisions I've made thinking bout how it would eat him alive if he knew... But that's okay. He'll never have to know my secret I'll take to the grave. I'd do anything to keep a smile on his face, he's the stars in my night sky he's my sun shining through the clouds. Every night I look for Orion and think back to when it was just him and I and what we used to be. I love him to pieces for everything he is and ever will be.