The heart of a poet

Supposeddly

Oh sweet mother of mine
You're not as sweet as you seem
For my friends this is hard to believe
Please take off your act and show who you really are because being fake is far far from achieving
Achieving
Achieving love from  me that I'm sorry but to you I can not give, just the words that leave your mouth so hypocritical
Hypocritical
Hypocritical words that have been said by you to me
Of how no matter what it is to you I can plead and tell you anything
But the things that hardest for me to say when I do you make me feel as if there's some underlying fault
Fault
Faults are the words that come out of your mouth, deranged and stretched that need to be changed
But to you you're not wrong for theses things you've said it's just me as it will always be
Oh sweet father
Who are you to use that tone with me?
Yes I had an attitude with my mother but so did my brother
Listen this love for me that you and mother feel is just supposed
Supposed
Supposed feelings you say you have but love is acceptance
And you and her do not accept me for my beliefs
Another tally on the list of reasons why I can't wait to leave
Oh mother oh father
Please stop this act I know you don't love me and I'm sorry but I'll never be the child you want me to be