Where it all began

chapter 13

Lilly's P.O.V
I sat on the end of my bed feeling paralyzed. Everything he said was true.

I'm worthless. I'm dumb. I'm ugly. I don't know what to do.

I feel I tear roll down my face. I tried to listen to music to calm me down but Broken Home by 5sos came on and I broke down in tears. I thought of fan girling over Levi in my bedroom. I think of all of the happy times I had because of him. I've really fucked up now.

I feel worthless. I feel like if I left nobody would care. First thing tomorrow I am getting a train home.

I need to get away. Morgan will be alright with Alice and the girls. I'm sure they will understand why I left.

I just need to forget about the tide. Leave my teenage years behind me. But I feel like that is a lot harder than it sounds.

I write a note.

Dear my friends,
I'm sorry but I had to get away. I found last night to overwhelming. Please just forget about me. I will be fine. I love you forever and always.
Love from Lilly xoxo

I pack my bag then cry myself to sleep. I just can't wait to get out tomorrow.