Jealousy & Denial

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Ryder's Prov:

 Friend Zone: 

a situation in which a friendship exists between two people, one of whom has an unreciprocated romantic interest in the other. Aka: Me. Meaning I'm friend zoned. Usually when I like a girl  friend zone is a no zone for me.

Why do I keep changing for Alice? Do I really like her that much? I don't like the friend zone but as long as I'm in the friend zone Alice is willing to talk to me again.  While I was thinking  about the whole situation I put myself in someone tapped me on the shoulder.

I turned around and saw that is Isabella my ex girlfriend. Ugh what did she want? 

"Isabella what do you want?" 

"You of course silly." She began to put her hands on my arm but I pulled away. 

"Well here is where we have a problem because I don't want you nor do I wish to talk to you now please leave me alone."

Before he could walk the opposite direction Isabella tugged on his shirt.  She leaned in and whispered in his hair 'I like it when they play hard to get' and licked my ear. 

What's wrong with this girl? She's crazy.  To make matter worse Alice was seeing what Isabella was doing and I didn't even need be close to her to see she was fuming. Why was she jealous? She is the one on insisting on being friends. Deciding to play along I wrapped my arm around Isabella shoulder. 

That did it Alice stormed off in the other direction . I'm going regret  making her jealous but she's basically the one who led me on.   Making me believe she liked me.   A little pay back couldn't hurt.

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Alice Prov: 

     I haven't had this kind of feeling inside me in a long time. I know what's it's called but I'm not admitting I'm jealous. I agreed to Ryder and I just being friends.  'Stupid move Alice.' Great now even my own mind was pissed at me. 

  Why did Ryder put his arm around Isabella? Were they back together? Just the thought hurt Alice.  Not that she had any say or anything all they were was friends nothing more. 'You want to be more though'  My mind needed to shut up. There is no way I want Ryder to be my boyfriend. No way I liked him.

I need get my mind off Ryder. Oh I got an idea I'm going go partying. Well last time I did that I got wasted and whispered to Ryder poetic shit. Oh well what did I have to loose? 

     When I arrived at the party I noticed alcohol. Alcohol my best friend the thing that makes me forget.    I walked over to get me some vodka and I saw Isabella who was making out with some guy.  When I saw who that guys was I said "screw the vodka I'm outta here'."

How to tell when your heart is broken? Well I guess it's when you feel this empty feeling inside yourself. I have no right feeling like this. I sit down near a curb and start crying . Crying about the relation that I, Alice Alex Randar liked Ryder.

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I know what you guys are thinking Ryder is a jerk, Alice needs to make up her mind.  That they just need to get together. Thank you guys for reading. ^_^ updates are soon. 

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