Wrecked Hearts

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   Ryder's Pov:

When I got home I went in my room and collapsed in my bed. Replaying the events that happened with Alice inside my head. That girl was a puzzle to Ryder. One minute she's kissing him, then next minute she is back to her quiet self.

Trying to figure out why Alice was like how she was made Ryder want to hurl something through his wall. He was in a rage about Alice or maybe it was about himself.

Grabbing his guitar he started strumming, hoping it would calm his nerves. Tomorrow Ryder was hanging out with that kid, Benjamin. He was still a little suspicious about him, but he seemed nice enough.

After Ryder got his anger out of his system he made his way down stairs and began watching some television.

Alice's Pov:

As expected, when Alice arrived home her lovely sister Emily was already in parental mode with her arms crossed.

"Where the hell you been?"

"At school? How's my lovely sister doing this evening?" I try giving her one of my dashing smiles, but I could tell it wasn't going fly with her.

"Nice try, but you and I both know you could care less about how I am doing." Wow? Where did that come from I was just trying lighten the mood not make it worse.

"Sis, what crawled up your butt?" I couldn't help it my anger was spiking up and I have been frustrated with everything today.

"Alice you don't talk to me that way. I am your sister."

"Yeah as in not my parent, so stop acting like you are because you're not!"

"You know what? Your ungrateful I go out buy you new clothes, brought you stupid flipping hair dye and tried to be laid back. "

"Yeah see how that Is going for you?"

"I am tired of being treated like this no wonder mom couldn't stand you." As soon as the words left Emily mouth, she automatically wanted to take it back.

Tears were forming in Alice's eyes and she couldn't help, but realize it was true. Her mother couldn't stand her that's why she always went out on business trips to get away from Alice.

Before Emily could apologize Alice dashed to her bedroom and slammed the door. I hate this; I hate how I was always the non- perfect child. Mom was always happy about Emily always bragging about how perfect Emily was.

Now her own sister was beginning to hate her too just like her mother did. Glancing around the room Alice spots her school bag. Going over to it she dumps out her school stuff and starts packing random clothes.

I'm sorry Emily I am so sorry. After Alice gets everything she thinks she needs packed, she makes her escape through out the window.

Ryder's Pov:

Ryder woke up feeling something he hadn't felt in a long time, at peace. Today was the day he promised Benjamin to hang out. Wonder what that crazy kid had planned.

Making his way towards his bedroom he opened the door and picked up something decent enough to wear off the floor. Can't go wrong with band tees. After he got his Sleep with Sirens shirt one he looked around for a clean pair of pants.

When he was fully dressed, Ryder picked up the car keys and headed out the door.

Driving while listening to twenty-one pilots was something Ryder began to enjoy. 

'Scared of my own image

Scared of my own immaturity

Scared of my own ceiling

Scared I'll die of uncertainty

Fear might be the death of me

Fear leads to anxiety

Don't know what's inside of me

Don't forget ab-b-b-b-bout me

Don't forget ab-b-b-b-bout me

Even when I doubt you

I'm no good without you, no, no.'   Ryder couldn't help, but relate to the song. He felt like he was no good without Alice and he always doubted himself.

Arriving where Benjamin said to meet Ryder took in his surroundings trees were surrounding him and his car. Seems like a woodsy party type to him. Not his usual style.

"Ryder?" He turns around and comes face-to-face with Camilla. What was she doing here?

"Camilla? What are you doing out here?" Ryder couldn't help, but check Camilla out she had skinny jeans that hugged her figure good, her red hair cut short. That was new.

"My little brother invited me said something about how epic it was going be."

"Your little brother?"

"Yeah, Ben."

"Wait. Benjamin is your brother?" It all made sense now they had the same ginger hair, and in a weird way they both had the same nose.

Camilla chuckles. "Yes, Ryder my little brother is Benjamin."

"That's cool. I like your new hair."

Camilla shrugs. "I thought it was time for a new change. What do you think? Are you up for a new change?" Ryder didn't quite understand her meaning of 'change', but he could not stop from thinking it when Camilla grabbed his hand. 

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