Wrecked Hearts

I'm a Mess

Alice's Pov:

Readjusting her headphones in her ear, Alice spots a bus stop. 'Perfect' she thought and went to a bench to sit. Waiting for the bus to come she let's the lyrics drown her.

'Ooh I'm a mess right now

Inside out

Searching for a sweet surrender

But this is not the end

I can't work it out

How?

Going through the motions

Going through us

And though I've known it for the longest time

And all my hope

All my words are all over written on the signs

But you're my road walking me home

Home, home, home, home

See the flames inside my eyes

It burns so bright I wanna feel your love

Oh oh easy baby maybe I'm a light

Before tonight I wanna fall in love

And put your faith in my stomach'

Home. That was something Alice no longer had anymore. Of course, she was sure Emily would call the police or look for her. In the mean time she would just try to calm down her emotions.  She really was a mess. 

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Ryder's Pov:

          "Truth or dare?" Camilla asks, while taking a drink from her red cup.  How did I end up in the woods playing a clique fame like truth or dare with this girl? Oh, yeah that was right he agreed to come to this party/get together for Benjamin. 

        It would've been great if Benjamin decided to stick around.  Instead he left Ryder and Camilla alone saying how he was going on an adventure and took off in the woods. 

    "Hmm I pick neither." I say in my bored tone.  Camilla was great company, but Ryder wasn't in the mood to play games espcsilly games like truth or dare.

   Camilla pouts. "Your a party pooper." 

   "No, I just don't want to play truth or dare. Aren't you worried about your brother?"

    "He's always like that. Ben loves adventures anywhere he goes, he always ends up somewhere else." 

     "Yeah, he's intoxicated though."

      Camilla shrugs, "Just makes it an more interesting  adventure." Ryder couldn't believe how care-free this girl was actually he could.  He known someone just like her , Alice.  Was that why he felt attracted towards her? Did he just like crazy girls in general? 

    Not liking that he was thinking of Alice again, Ryder gets up to get more beer.  "Do you know what time it is?" 

   "No clue.  I know something that will help you forget her you know."  Ryder turns around to look at Camilla who had a micheavous smile across her face.  Ryder really hoped she wasn't suggestion what he was thinking of. 

    "What?" 

   Camilla makes her way towards the car Ben showed up in and pulled out some vodka.  Waving it around like a flag, Camilla looks at me and smiles. "Meet my best friend." Camilla says indicating towards the vodka bottle. 

    Ryder didn't  think it was a good idea to get to drunk, but he was done with thinking for tonight. Grabbing the bottle out of Camilla's hand he took a huge drink. He could regret this tommrow for now he just wanted to forget.  

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     Emily's Pov:

   She was gone. Emily looked everwhere she could think of for Alice. There was another person who may know of Alice's where abouts. Dialing his number with shaky fingers, Emily waited for someone to pick up.

  'Please pick up please.' After the tenth ring Emily gave up. Why didn't she watch what she says? Emily knew that Alice was fickle about there mom and her death. She also knew Emily had it more tough then Emily. While, there mom always praised her there mom would pick out all Alice's flaws. It didn't matter if she came home with good grades or finished a master piece, all there mother cared about was reputation.

   That left Alice the odd one out she started rebelling, acting out went to parties never told mom when she was going be back, if she was going be back. I remember the nights where I had to stay up all night on the phone consoling mom.

   Emily was torn in between mom and Alice half of the time. It became even more worse when dad died in the car crash. Mom would start saying how she didn't like Alice's look and that resulted in Alice replying back with a snarky comment about how it was her own body, not moms.

   Oddly enough, Emily missed those days. Where Alice and there mom was actually communicating. Emily always sided with her mom mostly because she didn't want there mother nit-picking at her too. I know what a terrible sister. Emily graduated and soon enough she got out of that house and was off to college.

   Emily thought that was why Alice resents her because she left Alice to deal with there mother, while Emily went off to college. Now her third year in college,she was hoping she would get her doctorate degree and stay full time to take care of Alice.

  Alice. Where could she of ran off to? Still worrying about her little sister Emily grabs her car keys and decides to try look for her sister for the hundredth time today.