Hell Above//mgc

Chapter 13

Allison's POV

So a couple nights ago, the guys, Iz, and I all went out to hang out.  We were caught by paparazzi and pictures of all of us were posted on the Internet. Let's just say the fans don't exactly like me...  They keep giving me loads of hate and I believe them.  I mean it's true. I am fat, ugly, and should kill myself. I don't know what I did to them, but whatever they're saying is true. Everyone keeps asking if I'm okay and I do the same thing every time. I plaster a fake smile across my face and say 'I'm fine'.  They believe it every time.

"Allison!" The sound of Ashton's voice snapped me out of my thoughts. 

"What?"

"We gotta go to the venue now." He said in a hurry.

"Shit forgot about that." I said rushing.

"Hurry!" I quickly slipped on my shoes and grabbed my fully charged phone.

"Ready." I said out of breath.

"Let's go!" Calum exclaimed. We all then piled into a big ass mini van that fits us all. The ride wasn't long, so I put my headphones in and blocked out everything going on around me.  I suddenly felt myself being shaken and realize that we arrived.

"There looks like there's a mob out there so stick with a partner." One of the security guards said. I quickly look to Michael, knowing he can help me. He grabbed my hand and laced our fingers together.

"I've got you, don't worry." He said in a soothing voice. I gave a hesitant nod and we began to walk in the crowd. I was surprised that I didn't burst into tears then and there.

"Ew, who's she and why's she with Michael?"

"She's so fat and ugly."

"She look like a pig."

"Can she do a favor for the world and just kill herself already?"

We finally made it out of the crowd and into the venue fairly quickly, but not quick enough to not hear those comments. The boys went off to get ready for the show, so it was just me and Izzy.

"So how're you and Cal?" I asked.

"We're great.  I think he's the one." She said dreamily.

"I'm so happy for you!" I exclaimed while hugging her.

"Thanks." She blushed. We continued to talk about none sense until the concert was over.

"Hey girls" The boys said with evil grins. Oh no. They began to run towards us with open arms. Izzy and I think fast and run away. I look behind me and see Michael.

"You won't get away!" He laughed.

"Yes I will!" He eventually, however, caught up to me.

"Hello there." He smirked while hugging me.

"No!" I whined. "I'm all sweaty now." I pouted.

"Boys! Girls! Let's go!" We heard the security guard yell. Michael and I walked towards the others and we all began to leave.

"Shit, I forgot my phone. I'll be right back." I suddenly realized. I ran to the dressing room and grabbed my phone. I saw that I was getting a ton of notifications. I looked at them and it was all hate. I sighed sadly and walked out of the room. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a small group of girls.

"Hey, isn't that Allison?" One of them whispered.

"Yeah, I think it is."

"Hey bitch! Go die!" One of them yelled. They all then proceeded to laugh. I quickly left before they could see me cry. When I got to the exit, I saw Izzy waiting there for me.

"Allison what happened?" She asked me. I simply shook my head. "Why won't you ever talk to me?! I'm you're friend!  Why don't you tell me anything!?" She yelled. More tears began to flow out of my eyes. I hate being yelled at. It doesn't even matter who it is.

"Stop." I whimpered.

"No! I want to know what's going on in your mind. I want to know what's wrong!" She continued to yell.

"Please, just stop yelling." I cried. Her eyes then softened when she realized that it wasn't helping.

"I'm sorry." She sighed. I shook my head and ran away, again. I'm a coward. All I do is run away.

"Allison!" I heard Izzy yell from behind. I then bumped into a hard figure. I looked up and saw Calum and Luke next to him.

"What's wrong?" Luke asked worriedly. I simply pushed passed them and continued running. However, I was stopped by a large group of girls.

"Aw she's crying." One laughed.

"Hopefully she'll go home and kill herself for us." Another said.

"She's so fat, no wonder why she'd kill herself." My breathing soon began to pick up and everything began to get fuzzy. Soon enough, I couldn't breathe. I dropped onto the ground and curled up into a ball.

"What's going on?" I think Calum asked.

"I don't know." I think I heard Izzy said nervously.

"We should get Michael." Another voice, I'm pretty sure Luke, said. I then heard footsteps walking away.

"It's going to be okay." Izzy whispered. I suddenly heard more footsteps walking towards me.

"Allison, it's me, Michael. Now listen to my voice okay? Like the last time. Breathe in and out. In and out. In. Out." I listened to what he said and I began to breathe properly now. Everything then became clearer. I tried to speak, but continued to cry.

"Woah, what the hell happened?" Ashton appeared out of no where.

"Shhhh, it's alright. Just try to calm down." Michael said in a comforting voice. I eventually was able to calm down after a few minutes.

"Allison, what the hell was that?" Luke asked.

"It was nothing." I mumbled.

"That didn't look like nothing." Izzy continued.

"Guys." Michael said in a warning tone. I got up without saying anything and walked towards the car. Eventually, everyone followed behind me. Once we got back to the house, I went straight to my room and fell asleep.