Hell Above//mgc

Chapter 28

We fell in love and now we're both alone

Allison's POV

"Allison?!" I heard Michael call my name.

"Not again." I whisper/groan to myself. I'm currently on the bathroom floor covered in blood.

"Allison?!" I started to clean up everything so he doesn't fine out. However, I was a tad too late. Michael had gotten in right as I was about to hide my blade, "Not again." He sighed. Michael was about to pull me into a hug, but I stepped away. He looked at me with confusion and hurt, and I instantly felt guilty.

"I'm sorry, Mikey." I whispered.

"What's wrong, kitten?"

"I-I-I don't think we should be t-together." I stuttered sadly while looking down, a lone tear making its way down my face.

"What? Why?"

"I don't deserve you, Michael. You deserve to have someone better. Someone who's actually done something with their life. Someone who's happy." I explained.

"But I-I don't want someone better. I want you, Allison." He told me as his eyes welled up with tears.

"I think I should go." I said as I started to cry.

"Don't leave me, Allison! Please." Michael looked so vulnerable, it made my heart break, but this is for the best.

"I'm doing this because I love you, Michael. You deserve someone who's not gonna hold you back." I told him, and walked out the front door. As I started walking down the street, I heard Michael yell to me.

"I'm never going to stop loving you Allison!"

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I'm currently sat on a bench in the park. I haven't stopped crying since I left the house, but this is good for him. I'm finally letting him free from me. It was starting to get cold, so I called the one person who's always been there for me. I took out my phone an dialed their number.

"Hello?"

"Luke? I need you to help me." I cried.

"Allison? What happened?" He asked frantically through the phone.

"I'll tell you later, just come pick me up from the park by Michael's house." I said then hung up the phone. I looked down at saw that my wrist was still bleeding from before. I sighed and pulled my sleeve down farther. After a few moments, a car pulled up in front of me. I looked inside and saw that it was Luke. I got up and slid into his car. He then began to drive back to his and Ashton's place in complete silence. Once we got there, Luke and I walked into the couch and we gestured me to sit on the couch.

"What the hell happened?" He asked, finally breaking the silence. I sighed before I proceeded to explain to Luke everything that just went on with Michael. By the end, I was crying...again, "Oh my god, Allison." Luke brought me into a tight hug and rubbed my back in a way to comfort me, "I'm sorry." He sighed.

"You don't have to be." I sniffled.

"Holy shit! What happened?" A worried voice came from the bottom of the stairs. Luke and I looked over and saw Ashton rushing towards me.

"Luke can you explain, please?" I pleaded in a hushed whisper. Luke then continued to explain to Ashton the whole story I just told him.

"I'm so sorry." Ashton said genuinely and pulled me into a hug.

"Do you want a cup of tea?" Luke asked.

"Yes please." I smiled softly, "Oh, and don't forget the-"

"Honey, I know. A lot of honey." Luke cut me off.

"Thank you." I said. Luke then got up and started to make my tea for me. Ashton and I continued to sit in silence until he broke it.

"What happened to your arm?" He asked worriedly. I looked down and saw that my sleeves had ridden up, revealing the years and years of pain I had held.