Hell Above//mgc

Chapter 30

You said what about us, well, what about me?

Allison's POV

"Allison, wait!  What are you doing?!" I hear Luke yell behind me as I ran out to front door, heading for Michael's house. 

"I'm going back to Michael!  I can't live without him!" I yelled back to him and continued running.  I was so determined that I didn't even realize that Luke was right behind me.  Once I reached the house, I ran to the front door and barged in, "Michael?!" I yelled.  Strangely, I didn't get a response, "His car is here, where could he be?" I asked myself.  My eyes suddenly widened at the worst possible thought that could have happened.  I immediately ran up the stairs and went to the bathroom door.  It was closed and the light was on, signally that Michael was in there.  I started to bang on it, "Michael! Open the door!" I pleaded. After getting no answer, I began to kick the door.  Seeing that kicking it did nothing, I picked the lock and it opened.  I swung the door open and saw a sight I didn't want to see.  I was too late, "No! Michael!" I screamed, which turned into a sob.  There was blood everywhere and a blade right next to his hand. 

"Allison!  What happened?!" Luke yelled while running up the stairs.

"Call an ambulance, now!" I sobbed.  Luke walked in and let out a loud gasp.

"Oh my god." He breathed out and ran to get a phone and call an ambulance. 

"It's okay, it's going to be okay." I whispered as I held onto him, not caring about the blood.  After a little bit, the ambulance finally arrived and took Michael out, "I'm going in the back with him." I told the paramedics.  They nodded and told me to get in.

"I'll be right behind you." Luke told me before they closed the doors and took off.  I just stared off into space.  It feels so unreal, but this is actually happening.  Everything looks like it's in slow motion.  All the paramedics rushing around trying to save him.  We suddenly arrive at the hospital and everyone rushes in.  As they were taking Michael somewhere they stopped me.

"You can't go in there." A nice lady said. 

"I don't care!  Let me in!  I need to be with him!" I cried. 

"I'm sorry." She said sadly. 

"I just want to be by his side!" I then felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist, pulling me away, "No!  Let me go!"

"Calm down, Allison." Luke whispered in my ear.  I turned around and began to cry in his chest.  I then felt a tap on my shoulder.  I looked behind me and saw Dr. Urie holding a pair of headphones out to me. 

"Go listen to some music before you have another panic attack." He told me in a hushed voice, "I know music helps you." He told me then left after giving me the headphones.  I walked over and sat in one of the chairs and took my phone out and listened to music.  Luke sat next to me and wrapped an arm around me to try and calm me down a bit.  Luke then took out one of the buds, so I turned to look at him.

"The others will be here in a bit." He told me. I simply nodded and put the ear bud back in, concentrating on trying to calm down. 

***

I opened my eyes and realized that I had fallen asleep.  I looked around and noticed that Izzy, Calum, and Ashton were here.  His parents were here as well.  I then looked up and saw that Luke was on his phone. 

"Luke?" I whispered.  He looked down at me after he heard his name.

"Yeah?"

"How long have I been asleep?"

"About two hours." He chuckled.

"Oh, oops." I laughed with him.  I then looked at him with a serious face, "Is Michael going to be alright?" I asked him. 

"Allison, Michael is a very strong person.  He will make it through this.  Plus, he cares about you too much to ever leave you." Luke explained. 

"This is all my fault." I sighed.

"It's not, don't think like that." Luke said sternly.

"It is though.  I'm the one who left him because I'm and idiot and didn't see that he truly did love me.  I'm the one who he always helped and I never bothered to ask if he needed help because I'm a selfish as bitch." I cried. 

"Allison, listen to me.  It's not your fault, okay?  Everything was probably getting too much for him." Luke told me.

"I just want my Mikey back." I whispered.