Summer Break (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 22

It had been nearly a month since they buried my dad six feet underground.

The funeral was very huge since my dad was a very important person in this city, there was probably closer to 1000 people there, from which I knew probably around ten people. I dont remember much else from it, except all the pain.

I still don't understand how this could have happened, I mean they said he was going to be fine but I don't know. I can't believe I didn't even get to say goodbye to him. I felt so bad.

I felt like I had this huge hole inside of me. I missed him so much. My mom tried to stay strong for me but I could see her breaking. I know how much she loved him. I'm glad I had my Alexander, I don't know what I'd do without him right now.

Alex and I decided to escape the house and go to the near park. I sat in the swing set with Alex and stared into the distance.

"Jamie, I know it still hurts and I know it takes long to feel like you're okay again, but youll feel okay again. Trust me."

"How would you know? It came out kinda rude and I regretted it soon as it came out of my mouth. I'm sorry." I sighed.

"It's fine. And I know because I lost my parents when I was little." I looked over to him confused. "What do you mean?"

They got into an accident and passed away when I was 4. I didnt have any other family so they put me in a orphanage and two years later I got adopted by my current family. So yeah they arent my biological parents and neither is Lisa my biological sister." He explained.

"Oh god Im really sorry for saying..." I started but was cut off by Alexander, "Like I said, it's fine, I'm over it for the most part."

He got up from the swing and walked over to me. Alexander lowered himself to my level and kissed my cheek. Few tear drops fell down my cheek as I wrapped my arm around Alexander.

"Let's go home." He whispered in my ear.

The entire house was empty when we got there. I guess my mom had gone out, which she honestly needed.

We went up to my room and laid on my bed.

"Your dad wouldn't want you to be sad and dwell on his death."

"Yeah I know, I just miss him so much and I can't believe I'll never be able to see or talk or hug him." I sobbed in to Alex's chest. He placed kisses on my cheek. I looked up to him and he paused. I lifted myself so I could kiss him on the lips.

At least I had him by my side for the rest of my life.