Summer Break (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 10

shorter chapter but enjoy anyway

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I was woken by the sunlight hitting my face. I turned my head to see Alexander sleeping next to me. He looked very adorable and peaceful. I looked around the room where both of our clothes were everywhere. The memories of last night came back to me. That actually happened… damn.

I reached to kiss Alexander on the cheek. He opened his eyes and smiled at me. “Hi there.” His voice had that morning raspiness in it, which sounded so sexy I tell you.

The next few days were my last ones before flying back home. Alexander and I were inseparable. We spend every last second together. I didn’t want to leave and leave him here. I wish I could smuggle him back to US with me.

“Jamie! Are you ready? We’re leaving in half an hour!” My dad yelled from the other room. I grunted. Couldn’t they just somehow just forget my existence and leave me here?

I sat down on the bed staring at my suitcase. I dug out the Alexander's sweater out of there and put it on. It still had his scent in it. I buried my head in my hands, I felt a tear roll down my cheek. This sucked. I mean sure, I got to see my friends and get back home, but I had to leave something important behind. Alexander.

Who could have known that I wouldn't want to leave Berlin. I didn't even want to come here in the first place but I'm glad I did.

My mother walked in the room, "Are you ready dear?" I shook my head and continued to sob into my hands.

"Sweetie... I know this is hard for you, but it's going to be alright. You'll see him again. This isn't the end." She said hugging me.

"It hurts." I sobbed.

"Oh honey..." She kissed the top of my head and hugged me for the last time.

"Come on! Our taxi is waiting." My dad shouted from the lounge. I wiped my tears and picked up my suitcase. I did the dramatic last look of the room, like in the movies. It's stupid I know, but the room had so many memories that were hard to let go. And I know I'm still gonna have them but you know...

Our drive to the airport felt like forever. I was listening to 'All I Want' by Kodaline the whole drive. No happy songs for me.

Alex and I had agreed that he'd be at the airport to meet me. I couldn't wait to hold him and kiss him.

As we were seated at the terminal I looked around to see was Alexander there, it was no use. He was nowhere to be seen. I texted and called him about a million times, still nothing. I was starting to get worried. Was something happened or did he not want to see me? All these questions where running through my head.

Even the damn Starbucks cup reminded me of him. Where was he?

"Cheer up kid. You're gonna be home soon and you'll see your friends. I bet you miss them." My dad rubbed my shoulder. I sighed deeply.

"Oh we need to get to the security now or we'll miss our flight. Come on Jamie." My dad said grabbing the luggage. I slowly stood up from the bench dragging my suitcase behind me.

In the line I scanned through the airport one more time for Alexander.

Just as it was about to be my turn, I heard someone call my name. I turned around to see Alexander running towards me. I dropped everything in my hands and ran to him.

When I got to him I hugged him tightly.

"You made it." I whispered in to his ear.

"I wouldn't have missed this for the world." He responded. I didn't want to let go of him. I felt so save and warm.

I heard my parents yell my name in the distance.

"You better go or you'll miss your flight." Alexander smiled to me.

"Oh don't cry or I'll cry too." Alexander laughed wiping my tears. I gave him a faint smile before kissing him for the last time. It was probably the longest kiss of our lives, or at least that's what it felt like.

"Okay, go now and call me when you are home. Doesn't matter what time, I won't sleep till I know you are safely home."

I smiled and said, "I'll miss you. A lot." Alexander face fell to the ground. I could hear him suck in his breath.

"Jamie. I will miss you too. I already miss you. This day was my worst nightmare and I hate seeing you go, but this isn't over. We'll see each other again and I get to hold you in my arms again. I like you Jamie. I like you a lot and nothing in the world will ever change that." He said, tears forming in his eyes.

"No goodbyes, just see you later okay?" He continued. I nodded and gave him a quick kiss.

I started walking away from him, tears filling my eyes.

"SEE YOU LATER JAMIE FOSTER, MEIN SCHATZ." (my darling) I heard Alexander yell after me. I didn't dare to look back cause it would have made this so much harder, if that was even possible.

I got through the security and walked over to my parents. My mother was in tears. She gave me a hug before we walked to the plane.

The plane begun moving and soon we were in the air. I looked down to nightly Berlin. The cities lights looked like tiny stars. The city looked so tiny, yet big. Full of memories, the bad and the good.

I knew this day was coming from the day one I met Alexander, but I didn't imagine it being this hard.

I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.