Please do NOT read this if you are thinking about suicide. I am in no way promoting suicide. Thank you.
I'm trying to carry on.
But I don't think I can.
I want to be there.
But I don't think I can.
I do care.
I will care.
I know that you will be sad.
But at least it will be over.
At least I won't need to cry.
At least I won't need to wear a mask.
All
The
Time.
Because it's hard.
And I know life is hard but I can't stop thinking.
About nothing.
I can't stop crying.
About nothing.
I just want to stop living.
For something.
For me.
I need to do this.
I need to do this for myself.
To share my own pain.
To share my own thoughts.
To get rid of this pain.
To get rid of these thoughts.
I need to stop living so I can live again.
And if no one will listen.
At least I will.
I will listen to my needs.
Because dying is not what I want.
Dying is what I need.
It's what I need SO desperately.
What I love so longingly.
And without dying, why were we born.
We can't live forever we were made to die.
We can't live freely, we were made to die.
We can't be accepted we were made to die.
And that is why I must die.
Again, please. I am not trying to promote suicide.
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Personification
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