The Suicide Note

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This part is going to be the last part of the book 'Personification'. I have really enjoyed writing every single part but I feel like this book has done its time now and it's time for me to say goodbye. Thank you for reading.

Dear Mum and Dad,
It's not your fault. All you did was love me and look after me but I didn't deserve it. I am not a good person. Despite how hard I have tried I can't live up to you, you're so amazing and please don't be too upset, live your lives. Carry on because I love you so much. It's not your fault.
Love, your daughter.

Dear my sister,
It's not your fault. You are beautiful and funny and don't let the bullies get to you. You're an incredible person that doesn't deserve this. I'm so sorry but I have to go. I can't look after you anymore. But I'll watch over you. Carry on being you. It's not your fault.
Love your big sister.  

Dear my best friend,
It's not your fault. You couldn't have done anything to make me stay so don't blame yourself. You were the best friend I could with for, you cared for me and loved me, but you can't be upset, you need to live your life, get the guys, be happy. Be happy for me bubs. It's not your fault.
Love your favourite.

Dear my ex best friend,
It's not your fault. You, despite being the first one to break my heart by leaving me, are not the one to blame for this. I couldn't take it anymore and you were so great to me when we were friends. You looked after me. But I can't be here anymore. It's not your fault.
Love, Papa Louie.

Dear my cousin,
It's not your fault. You looked after me and cared for me and listened to all my problems and solved all my problems and I love you so much for that. I'm sorry that I have to go and we can't have our sleepovers anymore, but you can have my bed when you do come round, watch TV like the old times. It's not your fault.
Love you cuz.

Dear my closer family,
It's not your fault. This is for Nanny, grandad, grandma, grandad and all my aunties and uncles. You were so sweet to me and let me stay over when I needed. You catered for me and loved me unconditionally, I'm sorry that I have to leave. It's not your fault.
Love your apple pie.

Dear the rest of my family,
It's not your fault. This is for everyone in my family I ever met. I love and adore you and am so proud to be a part of this community of family. You are all such amazing people but I have to leave you all behind. It's not your fault.
Love your distant relative.

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