I just updated 4 chapters as an apology for being very inactive😂I promise I will try to update more frequently from now on! This is the fourth of the four. Be sure to read them all, I hope you enjoy! X
My life is just so fucking messed up and I don't know what to do about it.
I have no clue what to do.
I try to control everything, my eating, my friends my life, but the desire for food, that wave washes over me, them arguments come too often.
And I don't know what to do.
How to cope.
How can I be fine when everyone is telling me I'm not good enough.
Not good enough grades, unsatisfactory weight, a crappy friend, the ugly one, degraded one, the one no one cares about.
Even my toothbrush doesn't do it's job anymore when I ram it down my throat, even my razor cuts more skin than hair, even my fork doesn't put itself down.
I need to regain control, but I can't even look at my own reflection and smile.
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Personification
Poetry//3rd Place Arctic Awards// Through poetry, this book expresses different mental illnesses, emotions and discoveries of a teenage mind. 'No amount of body lotion or perfume could cover up the memory of his smell on my weakened, scarred skin, And no...
