Breaking

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My heart skips a beat when you near,
And my stomach turns into a knot,
Pulling tighter and tighter,
Making me want to cry,
Tears of love.

I chew on my lip when you near,
Out of sheer nervousness of your presence,
And the skin tears off further,
Until my teeth can't tremble any more.

I fight myself to breathe when you near,
Like something is squeezing my throat,
Suffocating me as I choke,
From seeing you.

But I can't,
Be a second choice,
Not again,
Not again.

I can't bear to watch,
Your heart flutter,
At the mention of,
Someone else's name.

And you aren't even mine,
I can't be mad,
Because you'll never be mine.

And that breaks me.

It doesn't stop me loving you.

And that doesn't stop the hurt.

But I'm breaking.

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