Thinking

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I am trying to get to sleep.

But all I can think of is the fact that I could die right here, right now.

How I might never wake up.

How I might not be able to get to sleep because of all my thinking, so I will be really tired tomorrow.

How I may never get back to sleep, I will stay awake for 48 hours and become a zombie, the walking dead.

I think about everything that's bad about me, like my chunky nose and the fact that I think that if something bad happened to me or someone in my family, maybe I will get sympathy, maybe someone will care.

It makes me sick that I am so selfish.

I can't get to sleep.

Because my brain is whirring, head spinning, wires busting, electricity sparking, fuses breaking,

And I am thinking.

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