What's wrong with me?

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My head hurts
There's too much to take in
I can't focus
I can't think.

I can't even read a book for five minutes
Without my mind wandering
I used to have a map to it
So I could find it.

But now that map is lost,
Like my hope
Because everything is happening
But I am trapped.

I am walking in the rain
Everyone else has an umbrella
And I ask for shelter
But no one helps
Because like me,
They don't understand.

Sadness flourished inside me
Like weeds
Strangling me
While I die.

I just feel like crying
At the simplest thing
I bottle everything up
Don't let them see too deep.

I try to be there for everyone
But it's too much
It's over whelming. 
And I'm tired all the time.
I feel weak.

What's wrong with me?

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