Chapter 10

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Ariana's pov
"Ariana I'm leaving and I'm taking the kids with me" Ricky whispers.

My heart breaks and I start to feel my blood boil inside of me in anger. Who the hell does he think he is trying to leave me and take my children with him? He's out of his fucking mind.

I look at him in disbelief and pull him into my walk in closet closing the door so no one can hear us.

"Are you fucking serious? You are not taking my children! You can leave that's fine I really don't give a flying fuck where the hell you go, but taking my children away from me and me not knowing where the fuck you're going to take them is a whole other statement"! I yell at him pointing my finger to his chest.

He grabs my hands and grips my wrists while looking me in my eyes.

"Ariana you need to calm the fuck down he whisper/yells gripping onto my wrists harder.

"And yes I'm taking the kids along with me. Do you honestly think they are safe here especially Aviana who is being hunted down by her psychotic biological father? Hell no Ariana I want my children safe and with me who can keep an eye on them at all times.

I scoff at him taken aback a little bit by his remark. He releases his grip from my now red wrists and pushes me aside. He starts for the closet door and I block it by standing in front of it.

I push his chest a little bit but it didn't do much due to my small figure and his big buff and strong figure.

"Do you honestly think they are not safe with me? I am their mother Ricky I carried them for 9 months I nurse/nursed them, I know every little thing about them and you don't trust them with me"? I argue.

He sighs and looks at me.

"Ariana face it you are a famous mother, you hardly have time for them and when you do we have to go visit you at music video sets, at the studio, or we even have to fly to another fucking god damn country just so you can be a mother"! He yells.

I look down with tears in my eyes. Does he really think like this? Like I'm not a good mother? Maybe he's right but it's my job it's the only way I get paid. I start to think back to when Aviana and I were arguing at her school and how she felt like I always put work before her.

"Oh my god I am a bad mother"!! I sob into my hands going down to my knees.

I feel Ricky kneel down next to me and and wrap his arms around me.

"Ba, I mean Ariana I didn't say you were a bad mother it's just you're really busy with your career right now and the kids need a parent to watch them as much as they can". He explains lifting my chin up with his hands and wiping my tears with his thumbs.

I sit there and think about the situation as Ricky holds me. I really do love him, but what I did by lying to him was a big no for our marriage/relationship. He will never trust me again and it truly breaks my heart to think that we could be actually getting a divorce soon.

Knowing that I really needed my kids safe and away for a while I look up at him with tear stained cheeks.

"Where are you going, because in order to leave with my babies I need to know where they will be located". I state in a serious tone.

He chuckles and looks down at me.

"Well not to far from here just about 2 or 3 hours away from L.A. You didn't honestly think I would move to another state or country? Plus I know how serious you take breastfeeding and by moving a couple hours away you can always stop by and leave Wilder his bottles and/or nurse him".

I look at Ricky and smile. He actually took me in consideration. I know my babies will be happy with him in San Diego and most importantly safe from any harm. I jump up into his arms and kiss him.

I pull away fast knowing that the situation we are in right now, kissing was really uncalled for.

"I'm so sorry". I state but Ricky looks at me and kisses my lips catching me off guard.

I wrap my arms around his neck and I deepen the kiss, his hands on my ass, moaning into the kiss. I quickly take his leather jacket and white muscle shirt leaving him with just his jeans as he takes off my long jumper sweater under I had in was lingerie.

"Jump" he says huskily as I jump and wrap my legs around his waist. He starts kissing down my neck and chest making me moan in delight. He pushes my back against the drawers in the closet as he takes off my bra leaving my girls to hang loose. He stares at me in admiration as our lips touch again harshly. As we are making out he cups my breasts making me yelp in pain just a tad bit. He looks up at me worried.

"What's wrong"? He asks scared he might have done something.

I shake my head and giggle.

"Just go easy on the girls your son already demolishes them". I whisper going back to his lips.

He lets me down on the floor as I go for his jeans and unbuckle his belt. I pull them down along with his Calvin Klein boxers and I look at his boner. He rips off my underwear and lifts me up again.

He was about to slide his member into me when we hear someone coming into the closet, on top of that the baby is crying.

Ricky quickly puts on his boxers and I only find my panties when the door opens and in comes Aviana with Wilder in her arms.



Authors note!!
AWKWARD!!!!!! okay so this was a filler in chapter. And no Ricky and Ariana are not back together they are like friends with benefits right now.. Anyways please vote and comment on what you think!!! Your feed back is great. Sorry if chapter is bad I'm working in a really long chapter that will blow your minds!!!

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