Chapter 64

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Ariana's Pov

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Ariana's Pov

"Maaaaaaaa." I wake up to Wilder smacking my face.

I groan. People might think that since I'm a celebrity I get my beauty rest and that my life is all rainbows and butterflies, but it's actually the quite opposite.

My reality has become kids waking me up at the ass crack of dawn every morning. That is Wilder. He wakes up at 6:30 on the dot, and then goes back down at around 7 or 8.

I open one of my eyes and look at the fat child in front of me.

Wilder squeals once he sees I'm finally up.

I sigh.

"Wilder mommy's tired. She had a long night yesterday." I complain sitting myself up slowly. It takes me at least a minute or 2 to adjust myself.

I'm still anxious and nervous to find out what Ricky did. I don't even want to see his face at the moment.

Wilder smiles at me with his 4 little teeth.

"You have no idea what I'm saying, huh?" I roll my eyes. He's way too happy and hyper for me.

"Maaaaaaaaa." He shrieks bouncing up and down on his legs.

I giggle.

"Shut up Wilder." Aviana groans covering her head up with a pillow.

Wilder being Wilder thinks his big sister is playing peek a boo with him, so he goes over to the other side of the bed and starts smacking the pillow.

"Veeeeeeeeeee." He tries to get her attention.

He recently started calling her "Veeeeee" since he can't say Avi and it's just so cute.

"No, Wilder." I pull him back to me by his chunky leg.

"Let sissy sleep." I kiss his cheeks.

He immediately starts to pout and I take him and snuggle him in my neck.

"Oh don't cry my handsome bebé." I whisper into his ear.

"Dada." He whimpers making my heart clench. Every time he thinks I'm being mean he goes straight to Ricky and it makes me feel awful. It makes me worry about the future with Ameera. Will my baby feel betrayed? Will I not be able to give him the love and attention he needs? All these questions in my head just pop up at random times when I'm with him.

With Aviana it was different. She was so excited when Wilder was born, but Wilder is just about to be 1. He's going to be super confused about the new tiny human in our household.

"But mommy's right here angel. You don't need daddy. I'm not trying to be mean. Your sister just wants sleep." I kiss his plump lips.

He calms down and looks at me with a smile.

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