My Daughters Father

Chapter 31

Ariana's pov
"What the fuck do you mean I'm pregnant? You must have this all wrong, please tell me you're joking" I shout as I start breathing heavily.

She gives me a sorry face.

"No, Ariana please calm down, it's not good for your baby".

She sighs heavily.

"I'm afraid you are are pregnant. I can do an ultrasound right now if you'd like dear" she states getting the machine ready.

I nod my head in shock lifting my shirt up to my bra. I cannot be pregnant, I just can't!! Right now is not the time to be having a baby, since I just had Wilder almost 5 months ago and I'm super busy with work. Wilder still needs me, and another kid will definitely be a big handful to the point where I can't give enough attention to both of my other children. I am so fucking stupid, I should have started Birth control, I should have done something to prevent me from getting pregnant again. I'm so disappointed in myself, what are my fans gonna think, my family, my friends, everyone. Oh yah that's right they're gonna think I'm a huge ass slut.

I snap out of my horrific thoughts when  I feel the familiar cold gel go on my stomach and the lights get turned off forming a dark room.

"Okay so you know the drill." Doctor Wheeler says rolling the machine around my stomach.

I stay quiet letting this sudden news sink in. I'm going to be a mommy to three. I have a 12 and a half year old, a 4 and a half month old, and I'm 3 weeks pregnant! How the hell am I going to be able to juggle all of this with no help from any of the fathers.

Tears fall down my face as I hear what I really didn't want to. The heart beat.

"Wow, strong heart beat. And there's your developing baby". The doctor smiles as I look up at the screen  looking at the little blob on the center of my stomach.

I put my hands over my mouth and cry. I cry of fear, disappointment, anger, love, and resentment. I can't believe this is happening to me right now.

"Oh sweetheart it's going to be just fine. You're already a really good mommy to your son, I know you'll be able to do the same with this new baby on the way." She says helping me clean off the gel from my stomach.

I wipe the tears on my face for the millionth time tonight.

"How can I be pregnant again? I just gave birth not to long ago." I ask confused.

Doctor Wheeler hold my hands and looks at me.

"Well honey, when you and you're husband are intimate in any way without protection, there's always a chance you can get pregnant, also you become more fertile after you give birth so it's possible Ariana." She explains.

I just nod my head and get up from the chair.

"Ariana you are able to terminate the fetus, but it is your decision." She tells me not very fond of the idea by the look on her face.

No! Never in a million years would I abort my child. This baby is innocent and it's my fault it's alive, so I should go through everything this pregnancy has to offer me no matter what. He/she didn't ask to be made and they also didn't ask to be aborted, therefore it deserves to live. This is my baby, only mine and nobody is going to take him/her away from me.

"No, I'm keeping the baby for sure". I whimper causing the doctor to smile widely.

"Alright I'll get you you're paper work and the appointment for next month when you leave tomorrow morning since you're son will be here until tomorrow." She justifies.