Zayn Malik Imagines

The scientist

The scientist - Cold Play.

Zayn's P.O.V.

      I have recently broke up with my girlfr- my ex girlfriend. Anyways I broke up with her because of some rumors of her cheating on me, I was so mad I didn't know what to do so I just broke up with her.

     Now I have realized that I'm not doing good without her. I need her. I'm craving her. I miss her. I can't move on.

Come up to meet you.
Tell you I'm sorry.
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you.
Tell you I need you.
Tell you I set you apart.
Tell me your secrets.
And ask me your questions.
Oh let's go back to the start.
Running in circles; coming up tails.
Heads on a science apart.

      I then called her, asking her if we could meet up. She hesitated, a lot but she finally agreed on meeting me at the park.

     I reached the park and saw Y/N sitting on a bench; probably waiting for me. I walked towards her and whispered a simple "Hey." but it's was loud enough for her to hear it.

     "Hey." She replied as she stood up to meet eyes with mine, "You wanted to see me?" She asked and I nodded. I took her hand in mine and sat down next to her.

     "I just came her to say I'm sorry." I started as she looked down, avoiding eye contact. "I miss you. I have messed up. You don't know how lovely you are." She then looked up and I continued my speech.

     "I had to find you, I had to tell you I need you. I know that I was the one who set you apart, who set us apart." I said emphasizing the word 'us'.

      "Come on. Tell me your secrets. Tell me what you're actually feeling inside; lets go back to the start." I said still holding her hand.

      We were like running in circles, coming up tails. Our heads on science apart.

Nobody said it was easy.
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be this hard.
Oh take me back to the start.

         "Y/N, no one said it was easy, and you know that." I started speaking again.

          "No one said it would be this hard either." She finally muttered.

         "I know but trust me, we can do this; together." I started persuading her. "It's such a shame for us to part."

          "I thought that's what you wanted." She said in a whisper but audible for me to hear. "Remember? What you told me the night we broke up?" She asked looking up to me.

        As soon as those words came out of her mouth I got a terrible flashback of a memory of that night.

-FlashBack-

     "If you're going to just go ahead and cheat on me every now and then maybe we should break up!" I yelled.

      "Zayn I swear to god I am not cheating on you. I can't believe you actually think that!" Y/N defended.

       "Well guess what?! I actually do!" I yelled a bit louder crossing my arms.

      "Well if you don't trust me then maybe we actually should break up!" She yelled tears falling repeatedly from her eyes.

      "Fine! It's over between us!" I yelled as I walked towards the door.

       I looked back and saw Y/N on the floor sobbing. "I'll pick up my stuff later." I said and walked out of the house.

-End Of FlashBack-

        I felt so guilty. I hated myself for what I have done, I've messed up big time.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures.
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science; science and progress.
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

         "Y/N, please. I know I have messed up, and I regret every single thing I said and did at that day I swear." I said with tears at the edge of my eyes. Guilt was washed on my face. "Y/N, I'm speaking from my heart. Not even science and progress speak as loud as my heart." I said honestly.

Tell me you love me.
Come back and haunt me.
Oh and I rush to the start.
Running in circles, chasing our tails.
Coming back as we are.
Nobody said it was easy.
Oh it's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy.
No one ever said it would be so hard.
I'm going back to the start.
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
X4.

          Y/N kept quite but I continued talking. "Please Y/N forgive me. I am very sorry. I miss you. I miss waking up everyday to your beautiful face, I miss you saying you love me everyday. Y/N I just want you back, I only want you. No one else. And if you don't take me back this thing will just continue to haunt me." I said starting to cry, and so did she. Thank goodness no one was here.

       "I just want us to go back to the start. I just want us go back as we were." I said now fully sobbing.

       "Y/N I love you. I love you so much and I would tell the whole world that I love you." I said. It's like I have reached this limit in me, I couldn't take it anymore. I want her back, I want her back so bad.

         "I just don't know if you could trust me." she said her voice cracking. "Y/N I do I really do." I told her.

       She then leaned in and I leaned in too as we connected our lips together and shared a passionate kiss. Y/N them pulled away, looking at me.

      "I'm sorry." She said in a very low voice, while sobbing. She stood up and walked away. I can tell she's still crying. At this point I was crying so much. I walked home and when I got home I just cried myself to sleep. I just wanted her back.

a/n
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