Zayn Malik Imagines

misscariage

       Your P.O.V.
   I am currently in the hospital for an ultrasound. I'm 5 months along and I can't wait until I get to hold my baby in my arms. Zayn and I are very excited and we couldn't be any happier.

    The doctor spread the jill on my not-so-big belly, it's cold but I'm used to it. Just then, I couldn't hear the heart beat. Worry immediately washed over my face and Zayn's as well.

    I can see the doctor looking through her papers and trying to see if something is wrong with the machine. Then Zayn spoke, "Um... is there something wrong?" Zayn asked, I can sense the worry in his voice.

   "Just a second I'll be right with you." the doctor said as she walked out of the room.

    "Do you think something's wrong?" I asked Zayn as I looked up to him.

    "I don't know." He said as he held my hand tightly with his sweaty palms. "But don't worry; everything is going to be okay." He assured me as he kissed my forehead.

     In that exact moment the doctor came back into the room. She had a sad smile on her face as she said the words that I never wanted to hear.

   "I am very sorry to say this ms and mr. Malik but you just had a miscarriage."

    My heart shattered into millions of pieces. I couldn't believe what I just heard. I immediately broke down into tears, I put my head in my hands sobbing. I then feel strong arms wrapped around me, knowing it was Zayn I hugged him back as I cried into his chest. He had his chin on my head and I can feel couple of tears falling, it must me Zayn crying.

  We then went home, through the whole ride we didn't say a word. He was just holding my hand.

   We then arrived home. "it's all my fault." I muttered as I set foot in our lovely house. "What?" Zayn said.

    "It's all my fault." I said louder. " I should have taken care of the baby better." I continued, starting to cry again.

    "No no no no babe. It's not your fault. Things like this happens, it's normal." Zayn comforted as he approached me and hugged me.

    He then lifted my chin up. "It's not your fault. We can try again, don't worry we'll have our little baby soon." he said as he kissed me.

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