James pov
I stand in the hallway dumbfounded. Michelle has a date.
Why is this so hard to process. It shouldn't be bothering me. I have a beautiful and loving girlfriend back home. But here I am, at Michelle's door, feeling as if my heart has been ripped from my chest. This can't be happening. I can't be feeling this way. She has moved on and so have I. I've just got to eliminate her from my life now. We're are over. We've been over for a year. But why can't I get over her?
I know she was my first love but I was different before I met her. A new girl every week, I didn't care about girls feelings. Now I have a steady relationship, I feel bad because I basically cheated on her and I feel deflated because Michelle has a date tonight. She's found a new guy to make her happy.
What was I expecting? Her to wait around for me? I had my chance several times but I blew every single one.
I miss Michelle so damn much. But I lack the lust I found in her the day we met.
Am I truly over Michelle? Have I finally gotten over the girl that changed my life? Am I ready to love like that again?
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FanfictionWith everything that's happened to Michelle, she's finally moved on. When an unlikely person bumps into her, her life takes an unexpected turn.
