Difficulty-A Zayn Malik and Harry Styles fan fiction

Chapter 12-hospital rest

"It's you!" I said hopefully when I felt my body being picked up by familiar arms
"Yes it's me lay still I'm going to get you to a hospital" He whispered.
"I have to ask you something though" I said coughing a little as he carried me out of the alley

"Go ahead"
"Did that night at the bar mean anything to you?" I asked looking at his shadowed face.
I couldn't see them but I know his eyes were fixed on mine.

"Every moment I spend with you means the world to me I wish I could be with you"

"Why can't you be?" I asked as he set me up into his dark car
He paused and leaning in giving me a small kiss on my dry lips.

As the stubble on his chin lightly tickled my face I gasped slightly
"Zayn!?" I breathed before he closed the door and jogging around his Red Jeep climbing into the other side.

I was about to speak but as my lips parted He whispered "shhhh just relax."
And then my heavy eyelids closed.
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I woke up hearing a slow and repetitive beeps, when my eyes adjusted to the light coming threw the hospital windows they landed on the heart monitor and then on my bandaged wrists but my mind was on Zayn.

If I "disgusted" him like he said why wouldn't he just let me die?
And then my mind wondered to what I had been thinking about doing myself, it wouldn't have made any difference if I would have died nobody cares.

I started to hear heavy footsteps coming closer I stared at the doorway until I saw a figure stand in it.
He started to walk towards me and gently took my hand in his.

"Are you ok?" I nodded seeing his thence body relax.

"Zayn.....You were right,I can't....I can't be with you" I saw his body slump in the chair slightly but his hand stayed in mine brushing his thumbs on the white bandage on my wrist.

"Thank you" I whispered causing His eyes to land on mine and his eyebrows to strain in confusion
"I didn't do anything.....It was mostly for....me, I couldn't live with myself knowing that I was on the earth but you weren't. I meant every word I said.
Every moment I spend with you is a Happy one unless I see you hurting."

He was now standing up in front of me letting emotions play with his face.

"I want you to know, I didn't expect you to want to be with me but we could be......."

"Friends?" I finished, seeing a smile spread on Zayns lips was such a rare sight but it was nice to see a happy face.
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I spent a week in the hospital and the days were spent by sleeping in until noon, Doing the homework Zayn had brought and then at about Five he would come by with some yummy food he got from restaurants I've never seen or heard of before.

As I signed out of the hospital I texted him saying I would be waiting on the bench in front.

-what's taking sooooo long? :-(

-Sorry Cassey its only been five minutes you know I'm on my way Faith is with me!

Faith is Zayns new girlfriend apparently he broke up with Rachel a long time ago, I met Faith once and she was really sweet and Zayn adores her.

They are so cute together I just wish I could have a relationship like theirs one day.

I jumped up as I saw His Jeep pull up, Climbing into the back seat.
"Hey Cassey!" She said

"Hey Faith how are you?"
"I'm good me and Zayn here were thinking of going out to eat do you want to come?"

I looked into the rear view mirror to catch Zayn looking back at me and smirking when I crossed my eyes at him.

"Your so mature" he said
"I know aren't I just too fab!" I said over exaggerating a posh accent.
Faith giggled saying "ok don't answer my question I'll answer for you!" she said turning to Zayn placing her hand on his arm.

"We shall have a double date then?" she asked
Fear immediately built inside of me and I looked back at Zayn through the mirror, He must have saw it because he smirked saying

"No! She can't have a date The brother in me will break out and the young man won't have such a great time." I smiled slightly, knowing that Zayn knew I couldn't and I wouldn't go if it was a "date" I won't go on one in a while maybe after a little time I will just not yet.

Hey thank you for reading this sorry If it was boring but I feel like Cassey needed a little peace and not just a bunch of tragedies making her life stink love you all PLEASE COMMENT! It's really important