Falling For My New Step Brother

I'm Such A Bitch

As I walk into his house I see his Aunt and his little sister all watching tv on the couch and then I realize i'm intruding…

"I didnt mean to intrude" I apologized.

"its fine I was going to my room anyways…"

I nodded and said "hi" to his aunt and little sis, Trish then headed to Dexs room.

Unlike Jacobs room he has rock posters instead of football players and Car posters instead of cars with… girls.

I smiled when he opened the door for me.

"thanks…" I mumbled.

"So, you wanna talk?" I do but I defiently don't want to tell him my himiluating sob story.

"no…" I said staring at my hands.

"it's fine… but I have a question?" I looked up from my hands to see his deep blue eyes enlimiting my mind of sad thoughts. All I could think about was how blue they were. How they could make any girls heart melt.

"ask away"

"did you pick me because you like me?" He paused taking a deep breath like he was about to cry. "Or did you pick me because he hurt you?"

I thought for a moment. And no way in hell am I telling the truth.

"Because I like you" I lied.

His face brightend and he grabbed my hand. "I love you Nicole and I would do anything, to make you feel better"

love?

"me too…" He smiled and fiddled with my hand until his aunt aka auntie Lori called us down.

And I was happy about that.

I was too exhauseted to talk about love

and  i've already had my heart broken once…

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At dinner we had ribs. Nice warm juicy ribs. If you have never had ribs in my opinion then you do not know what good is.

Trish and Dex stayed quite while Lari kept blabbing away about her new manicure and some women named Delia whose dauther was on the Amber Alert.

I stared down at my food… what if that was me? I could get malested or murdered and no one will know… no one will care. I will be known as some girl on the Amber Alert.

And here I was upset about boy problems when there is a girl who is most likely dead or wants to be.

I feel so selfish.

Especially now when i'm intruding on their dinner… when I lied to Dex just to not loose him.

I am such a bitch. No wonder Jacob cheated on me.