Falling For My New Step Brother

What Happened, Happened

After taking a very looooonnnggg shower I laid in my pjs resting my eyes, trying to recover from what happened so far this summer.

Jacob holds my hand as I cry.

Jacob turns into my step - brother

Jacob flirts with me

Jacob breaks my nose

Doctor thinks Jacob loves me

I want Jacob to love me

Dex tells me he loves me

Dex asks me out

I say yes

Jacob calls me a bitch

I cry

I ignore him

He breaks down my door

Jacob and I kiss

Dex catches it

Dex punches Jacob

Jacob aimed his punch at Dex but hit me

Jacob tries to woo me

he and Skylar kiss

I stay at Dexs house

Jacob yells at me

I yell at Lisa

I yell at Jacob

and now here I am sulking on my bed. Reliving my horrible memories.

There where two hard knocks on my new door causing me to jump.

"who is it?" I ask

"…Jacob" It took me ten inhales and exhales to say "come in"

the door opened revealing Jacob. Except it wasn't Jacob. Well at least not the one I know of.

This Jacob had a red beat face like he was back from crying, his hair was all messed up so not like his usual well brushed hair. Also this Jacob was wearing sweats and a baggy T-Shirt unlike his usual Tumblr boy clothes that always looked adorable on him … wait what?

"Who the hell are you? and what the hell did you do with Jacob?" I joked trying to break the tension… it didn't work

"Listen Nicole I…" He trailed off while playing with his thumbs

"why do you look like that?"

"I guess I started to not care anymore…"

"what do you mean…"

"If I can't have you then I can't have anyone"

"what?"

"Nicole I love you"

Tears fled my face "No you don't"

"yes I do"

"If you did you never would have kissed Skylar" I said while clenching my teeth

"SHE KISSED ME" He yelled at me, a little to loud for my liking.

"Listen Jacob you can't go back in time y-you can't change what happend" I said choking up.

"Nicole…"

"What happened, happened no going back"

I pointed to the door making Jacob leave my room and my love life.

Why me?