Falling For My New Step Brother

Not Alone

Anger builded up in my mind.

Jacob did this

"So wait how did you know I was going to be here?"

"In your email it says not to bother you like call or stuff because you're going to be at Splish Splash"

My heart pounded hard against my chest, so Jacob only suggested the idea because he didn't want me finding out, looks like his plan failed.

The funny thing was Chase never looked down at my chest, not at all. His eyes stayed on mine and he looked sincere.

"I don't know what todo anymore" I cry out as I collapse into the stool.

"shhhh, it's fine really, I actaully uh kinda like this look…" He said while tracing his fingers in circles around my back.

The feeling was relaxing, but I don't wamt to be relaxed, I want to be determined and on top of the game. This is a game right?

I smile up at him softly, before a huge cry abursts from my mouth, what am I doing? why am I crying? This is so not a top of the game.

"What's going on?" Jacob growled from behind when he sees Chases arms wrapped around me.

"I'm actually being there for her, unlike some people" Chase barked back.

Chase got up from our embrace and strode towards Jacob. I wish he didn't leave though, I wish he could've hugged me forever and ignore Jacob and tell me to ignore him too. But that didn't happen apparently I needed a soldier, instead of a comforter, sigh.

Jacob took a step towards Chase. "Why is she crying?"

"like you don't know" chase laughed cruelly.

"What is that suppose to mean?" Jacob said as he pushed Chase back.

Chase stumbled making Jacob grin.

"It means that you sent me an email pretending to be her" Chase said pushing back.

Jacob gasped "I did no such thing"

That's when the anger got the best of me and I stood up. "Yes you did you asshole, you got the email from the volunteer site"

"What? no"

"Stop lieing" Chase growled. Jacob ignored him and stared right at me.

"You even told me that you saw the site, that's how you got lucky- oh, wait!" I said as a lightbulb clicked in my head.

"Luckys name was already Lucky, you are a fucking liar Jacob, what did I ever see in you?"

That stung cold, there was a lot of things I see in Jacob but this wasn't one of them.

Tears fell down my eyes as Jacob stood in shock. Chase came into action and grabbed my hand instantly, shooting a glare at Jacob.

"Nice going, dick" unfortunatly he said that as his sister reappeared.

"Chelseay what are you doing here?"

"I just wanted some money, and how did you know that guys name was Dick"

A smile slowly formed on my face but then quickly vanished when I noticed Jacob was already gone. Well that was quick.

Something stung inside my heart something I felt when my mother died…

"Hey, you okay?"

I look back at Chase noticing I'm starting to tear up.

I start to speak but something stopped me. Arms, two of them embrace me in ahug which I fell into.

I don't care if this supports Chases feeligs for me, I don't care if this means everything Jacob said was a lie, all I care about is getting rid of this sad moppy feeling that I lived with all my life. Hugging Chase made me realize I'm not alone…

And Jacob made me realize that even at my favorite place I can feel my worst.

**

Chase forced me to go on a couple of rides and I was glad for it…

but when it was time to go, I didn't want to… I didn't want to loose Chase and be stuck in a car with Jacob.

When it was time to go Chase held my hand tight and let go allowing his number to fall into my hands.

"Since you don't have my number here"

"Chase I…"

"Call me if he hurts you and I will come pick you up right away"

I nodded my head and held his number tight in my hands.

I have a strong feeling I will be using this soon…