Joe, We Need To Talk 》 Trohley

|| In The End ||

I'm laying in bed, praying to god that Joe didn't go through with it. This is all my fault.

If I never fucked Pete, then we'd still be together. We'd still be happy. I wouldn't be here, hoping that he didn't fucking commit suicide!

My phone rings with Joes mums contact on display.

"Maree! Is Joe okay? Please tell me he's okay!" I answer.

"I'm so sorry," she sobs. "But no."

We both cry into the phone, as we mourn a loved one.

"I'm so sorry, Andy." Maree sobs again, hanging up the phone.

I cuddle my knees into my chest, as I cry my heart out.

Why did I cheat on him? Why did I break his heart? Why was I such a cunt? I'm a piece of fucking shit!

Now he's gone. He's gone and he's not coming back. And it's all my fucking fault!

I'd kill myself, but I don't deserve it. I deserve to live with this pain. I should live with this. It's my fault, after all.

If I could turn back time, I'd never cheat on him. I shouldn't have in the first place. Joe didn't deserve that. He deserves the best. He deserved someone so much better than me.

Memories of our good times fill my head. When we were younger and I'd beat the shit out of people who teased him. When we used to pull pranks on each other. When we used to go on night drives. All the truth or dares. The night we started dating. Our movie dates. The silly, cute pet names we had for each other. The night we gave ourselves to each other and made love.

I gave that all away. Why? I don't know. Because I'm a fucking idiot. I'm a piece of shit.

Finally, after crying for at least half an hour, my eyes give in, and I cry myself to sleep.

Song - The Kids Aren't Alright
Album - American Beauty/American Psycho

Well! That just happened! And I'm fucking crying!

So, this is the last chapter :(: I'm sorry it was such a shitty ending, guys, but I couldn't think of a better way.

I'm thinking that maybe, just maybe, I'll make a sequel. I already have a rough idea, but your opinion matters, so comment if you think I should make one, what should happen, and a possible title.

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