This is not an update. I just need to apologize to two people, and since they both read my story, I thought, "Hey, maybe this will work since they would probably ignore me on kik."
You two know who you are. I'm sorry for being such a bitch. I've just been so stressed lately. My grades are already shit, I have no motivation to get my homework done, people want me to talk to somebody that I haven't talked to in five months, Thanksgiving is next month, so when we have our Thanksgiving dessert with the whole family, another person that I haven't talked to in a whole year will be there, and I can't handle the pressure of him trying to talk to me. This whole Derek thing is also stressing me out because I'm too far into it, and frankly, I don't know how to stop it. I just need distractions, but I can't find the right ones. If I don't get my homework done, then my parents will take everything away, and I won't be able to talk to you guys until I earn it back. I need to find the right motivation to get it done. I'm just so stressed, so that's why I'm so bitchy. I'm so sorry for everything.
