UnSavable

-27- / -I Can't Anymore-

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UnSavable

Part. 27 -I Can't Anymore-

"Will you buy me a House Of Gold?" ~ Twenty One Pilots

DEAN ASF BY DA WAY

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4 years ago...

How on earth did he even know that I was lying? Couldn't he just had left it at that?

I looked back at the boy with green eyes and I felt like as if my body had just been slammed against a wall knocking the air out of me.

"Ex- excuse me." I said gasping for air, standing up, walking away from the circle. I immediately started running towards the door. I pushed open the door and tried gasping for air but none came.

I walked over to a bench and sat down, as my body shook. I couldn't breathe.

I can't breathe.

"Breath like this not like that." A voice said next to my ear, and I jumped at the suddenness. I didn't even feel anyone near me. I shook my head and tears started rushing down my face. A arm wrapped around back and the person got close to my ear again.

"Breathe okay.. Breathe."

I shut my eyes.

"I- I can't." I said choking.

"Yes you can." The person pulled me into a hug, and my face was pressed into the persons neck.

Why was I letting a stranger hug me?  ButThat's not the task at hand.

I breathed in and out, in and out, and finally air came. I was engulfed by the persons cologne. I cried into his jacket.

The guy rubbed my back as I cried, feeling no shame.

I had no shame. He didn't know me.

So if this was the only moment that I had to let everything out,

Then that's what I'm going to do.

And that's what I did.

After what felt like an eternity of crying. The person spoke.

"You better?" The voice said quietly.

I froze. I pulled away from and looked at him.

It was the boy with the green eyes.

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Now...

"Hayden.. that was you?" I whispered, biting my lip. I was forever obsessed with him. Because after two more sessions I never saw him again. Or so I thought.