I jolted up, sweat dripping down my neck. I scrambled for the pills beside me and popped two into my mouth. "I shouldn't have done that." I muttered.
I sat up shaking violently, waiting for the medication to kick in. Slowly I started to feel numb a...
"She's a tear in my heart, i'm alive." Twenty One Pilots.
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Hey you guys, I just wanted to say thank you so so so much for 50k. Last year my goal was simply getting 1k and look at where we are now. I was legit in tears last night. I would've never imagined this. Thank you guys so so much, with all the support and love that you guys give me. I could've never hit this large goal without you all.
Love you guys!
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"Your make up, nails, hair, and body has been prepped for today. I hope you enjoy the look." A tall pale, black haired girl with vibrant red lips and tattoos that covered her small body smiled at me. I gave her a sheepish smile before she turned me around to face the mirror.
Oh my god.
In front of me was a girl that I can't even recognize. This isn't that insecure 17-year-old, no. This isn't the girl who suffered panic attacks every day and never knew how to solve them.
No, this was the other side of Cassandra.
The other side of me that I have never been able to bring out, to express.
"Thank you." I smiled, showing all my teeth.
I looked beautiful, like a model.
"I was only bringing out what you already had in you, miss."
I rolled my eyes at her statement.
"That's a lie." I bit my cheek.
"Believe what you want but I have millions of people dying to be the way you are right now. Remember that okay?"
Sure, who else would like to be a proudly emotional teen like me?
She lifted the sheet off of my body as small strands of hair fell off. I quickly stood up, and stared once again at the reflection.
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(IDK WHY THIS IS SO LARGE BUT THAT'S HER EYE MAKEUP)
"Your mom is waiting outside." The lady pointed towards the door. Wrong. I hastily walked out, before catching the sight of Riley and Ires herself.
Wow.
They looked amazing too. Riley stood tall with her long blonde hair cascading down her back. Ires right beside her laughing at something they saw on her phone.
