Reconciliation for a Dead Man

Sonnet for the Disgraced

You have gone and you haven't come back,

Before I say what I think please consider who I am,

You think you know me,

All you know is I love to wait.

The smell turns me insane,

All I touch and all I see,

There is a vile smell of blood in the air,

I'm just waiting for you to come here and kill me.

I've been waiting for the one,

I've been waiting for you,

For you to come here and become a part of me,

I see you watching me, watching you and you know it's true.

You can't wake up in sweat,

Because it is not over yet,

The frailty of your skin,

The scent of your soul.

I hate to twist your mind,

You should have known,

I should have told you,

It's your fucking nightmare.

Do I need a reason,

Why don't you know,

But you belong here,

No one to call.

Your tragic gain starts here,

If only you knew,

This is real,

The way I feel.

Fight or you'll end up like the others,

Die,

Die again,

Your pain is what we desire.

I know you hear them voices,

And I know they may seem real,

But you are the one,

And there is no way I will let anything happen to you.