How you you embrace life
when you're so afraid to live it?
How do you breathe and let go?
I've been holding on for so long but to what
I don't know.
How do I throw caution to the wind,
When I don't know what I'm holding?
Honestly, life feels so tense right now,
and I'm feel like I'm unfolding.
I've been asked so many times if I'm happy
I don't know what to say.
I don't know what's wrong with me,
but the feeling won't go away.
I feel so locked up inside,
I feel so tightly bound.
I feel like I am suffocating
And I cannot make a sound
to let them know that somethings wrong,
I'm scared to even speak.
Something squeezing the life out slowly,
I'm scared of what's left of me.
I just want to go somewhere and scream.
I want to go far away.
I want to get out of this world for a while,
and let troubles go for a day.
God, I want to be free,
I want to get out,
This cage has no door,
I just want to SHOUT!
It's all to much. This growing up thing.
I don't know if I can do it.
I don't know what to think.
SK
