Soonhoon | | Hozi : Letting go

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Everyone is present. 

Yes.

Even Soonyoung.

He don't want to accept the invitation.

Especially the thing between Jihoon and Seyong.

They weren't not taking an exam.

But each of them were so anxious on what will happen tonight.

"I forgot to asked this Jihoon." He looked as he munch his food in slow pace.

"Why were you crying?" He expanded his eyes to Seyong. 

"I'm calling you but your phone is unattended and when I went to Soonyoung's unit, you were hugging with SCoups. So, why did you cry?"

Soonyoung was merely flabbergast and really broken. He's trying to concentrate himself in his food that he's eating but he can't because he jumped in a situation that will only give him pain the entire time.

"Because of Soonyoung." 

Their eyes meet but Jihoon dodge and look down coldly. 

'What about me?'

"I thought h-he was a-alone i-in.......i-in his room.....t-that's........that's w-why I went straight i-in his u-unit a-a--"

"H-he tripped himself in the stairs." Seungcheol cut him off, helping out Jihoon who stare at him in disbelief.

"Right Jihoon?" The two chuckled nervously while Soonyoung on the other hissed lightly in fury. 

"I call your attention because you're Jihoon's friend."

'I'm not only his friend.' Soonyoung sulked in his mind.

Seyong kneel down with his arm was busy getting a thing out of his pocket. Jihoon open his eyes widely, astonished when Seyong lend the box to him.

Soonyoung was staring his hands at his lap. He turn a deaf ears. Pain was thinly veiled but his actions speaks volume. He lose his mood, his appetite but mostly, he lose Jihoon. This is what he was afraid of; afraid he will never own him. A shinning evanescent bubble he's scared bit by bit disappearing in his sight.  

"Lee Jihoon." His eyes flickered across Soonyoung. His pupils were quacking, his glance turn out into gaze.

"Jihoon." He wake up in the real world and return his attention to Seyong.

Slowly, he flipped the box and there's a silver chain holding the ring inside of it.

"When you got into accident, I kept it and think of it that I can use it as a form of gift." Seyong pick it up and hang it on Jihoon's neck.

"Thank you Seyong." They were staring right before their eyes, at accurate timing when Soonyoung lifted his head. A sharp sting stroke his eyes so he stood to get rid of the place. Maybe he can't handle his tears anymore if he stay in his place and silently hold back his pain and tears which sooner or later, it'll explode unexpectedly.

"What happened to Soonyoung?" Vernon and Seungkwan were so pissed, bottling up an outrageous answer to Seyong.

"Aw!" Mingyu kicked off Vernon's leg and Wonwoo finishing off to Seungkwan. They darted glares to the couple and Seungkwan and Hansol returned it on them. 

"Going to let out his bad feeling." Dokyeom replied in low tone. 

Jihoon pushed his chair backward and stride rapidly on the door. They keep on calling his attention yet he refuse to tilt his head. His eyes were looking at Soonyoung, after some seconds, he found him leaning on the wall and gazing up the sky.

"Soonyoung." Jihoon walk towards him and hit his arm. He slapped his hand and rolled his eyes to the petite man. 

"What are you doing here?"

Jihoon gulped lightly and heaved a sigh. "Nothing." 

Soonyoung bitterly shifted his gaze out of Jihoon before he'll bawl out of his eyes again. "I just want to share how happy I am right now because of Seyong." 

He felt a sting in his eyes and began to tremble. "Really?"

Jihoon nodded. "He's so possessive in a way it makes my heart flutter. It's not bad to be possessive as long as your intention is to prove to him how much you love this person."

He's only inches away from Jihoon. Soonyoung rested his head from Jihoon's direction, keeping his pain by himself. 

"Are you listening to me?"

"Um. Continue it."

'Stop it. Everyday, I regret hurting you Jihoon so please, stop it.'

Jihoon look up the sky and let out a deep sigh. "Why are you crying when you came to my unit?"

He can't move a muscle from Soonyoung's sudden question because by himself, he don't know why he cried that time. 

"I don't know. That time, I felt like I went back to the past, just like a Deja Vu." 

Soonyoung's lips were quivering so that Jihoon can't hear his sobs through his voice. "Go inside. It's getting cold. I don't want you to get sick."

It is true that he doesn't want Jihoon to get sick...........

And also, he doesn't want to see him crying because of him.....................

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