Soonhoon | | Hozi : Letting go

O n e h u n d r e d t h i r t e e n

Anxious, nervous, and tense.

Early in the morning, Soonyoung was already up to visit his baby. The hamster can't wait to see Jihoon. Wearing white furred sweater, black denim jeans combined with sneakers. While staggering in quiet hallway, he open the door taken aback to witness a once in a blue moon moment.

"Baby, you really look like me. You know hyung doesn't want you his baby to get hurt." Hoshi keep a stiff upper witnessing this side of Jihoon's broter. Yoongi was afraid and scared to lose Jihoon. It feels like God is taking away from him. His younger brother is his panacea from the depression crumbling his world, but what will happen when one day he will wake up and found out Jihoon is gone? It's the end of his world.

"Soonyoung."  Wiping his tears flowing in his cheeks tapping his shoulders. "Take care of my baby."

"I will hyung." When Yoongi left the room, his face shows distress holding his cold icy palm. He didn't utter words because it's all been said. Intertwining his fingers, he bleeds out the salt of his soul and as it course from his eyes blocking all the light seeing the darkness that will soon swallow him. Those bluish marks and scars of Cheol's beating tighten his chest. 

Seeing him hurting makes his heart hurts. A short sound came from Jihoon leaning in his wet face.

"S-Soon. I-I love you." He gave him a peck in his forehead and smiled after.

"I love you more than you do Jihoon. Get up, don't you miss you?"

"I will miss you Soon."

"Will? You're not leaving right? Jihoon you can't leave me again, I won't let you even when death is dragging you away I won't." He felt sting in his eyes and suddenly, small tiny bead trickle down its corner curling his chapped lips and burst out a deep, tortured sobs.

"S-Soonyoung, there's something wrong in my heart."

"Will you accept it Jihoon, will you accept if I tell you to give my heart to you?"

"S-soo—"

"Do you want me to shut you up?" 

'It's fine and kiss me daddy'

Jihoon wanted to tease his cute alarm clock but he's afraid that something impure could happen. "This is my entire fault; I'm sorry for everything I've caused you, for being the man you'd never want to have. Although I'm like blind with my small eyes, I'm sorry because I was blind to see your pain when we met once again. Forgive me for telling you to forget me. I was scared Jihoon, and its breaking my heart watching you smile at him the way you smiled at me."

"It's not your fa—"

"It hurts when you want someone you can't have. It hurts even more when you've lost someone you've once had. I won't allow you to be happy because I want you to be happy with me. Do I deserve for a perfect angel sent from heaven to love a monster who only knows to shatter your heart? No, I won't but you came back and love me even when pain lie deep abyss you. Don't leave me again, don't make me cry. Let me love you and I promise not to let you go."

"Don't sa---"

Woozi was as red as a cherry when the wild hamster slammed his lips to his irresistible lips. "Mrs. Kwon, don't you think daddy can't punish you here?"

"We're in freaking hospital hamster!" Because his hormones kept on tickling him, his arms cornered him knowing the petite can't win over a monster like Kwon Soonyoung. Their forehead collided breathing heavily with his devilish smirk being formed.

"D-daddy." Soonyoung was turned on with Jihoon's innocent word. Oh no freaking way, stop me! What the heck am I writing!

"JiHOOO I MISS---WHAT THE! OMGGGGG I'M NOT READY FOR THIS LIVESHOW!"

"DON'T FUCKING FUCK HERE IN ICU!"

"Amen Jisoo, Amen."

His heart misses a beat with their friends' complains. Woozi tried to push his hard chest away while Soonyoung deliberately ignore The8, Jisoo and Jeonghan and attacked his slightly gape mouth of Jihoon biting his lower lip. His eyes closed on his own, letting out a soft moan as he unconsciously responded kissing back passionately obtaining a great pleasure.

"Ehem, I really ship you but can you just continue your business when the patient is discharged? It will be painful if Jihoon is still recovering."

"Heechul noona, just give me the schedule."

"Bu---"

"I will give you an HD quality unlike Seungkwan."

"Aren't you done teasing me with qualities?!!?!?"

"Okay, evacuate kids. An earthquake is about to start."

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Earthquake. If you know what I mean.  Again, I'm really innocent pft HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA 

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