Soonhoon | | Hozi : Letting go

O n e h u n d r e d f i v e

[ P a r b s i n s i d e (Author) ]

              23/04/18

                     I'm revising this chapter until I saw a Soonhoon FMV in the youtube. I'm so blessed however created this wonderful video. I recommend you to watch it! You won't regret I promise you.  

                    Fate is playing with me. 

                    It was destiny I guess.

                    I REALIZED THAT IT IS CONNECTED TO MY BOOK OMO~

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"Soonyoung." Although his chest was being squeezed tightly severe pain keeping it inside him, Jihoon approached Soonyoung, observed his face with trembling eyes staring right before his pair of his dejected eyes. 

"W-what happened with your face? A-are you sick?" He heard him chuckled and he knows it is the laugh that he used to listen. Soonyoung would laugh until his eyes were nowhere to be found even if he's not laughing, he could breakdown until he hold his tummy and burst out into mirth of tears.

"I'm sick of crying." He never leave his gaze onto Soonyoung, he would definitely runs in his mind how he will see him again with those mesmerizing eyes calling out to gaze at him, and he took his time almost memorizing every certain piece of him. 

I will going to miss you Kwon Soonyoung.

"It's like you're finally going to say your farewell to me." He doesn't have any choice to accept his offer and hold it tightly in his side.

Jihoon astonished him greatly with a painful hug. He sobbed into his chest unceasingly, hands clutching at his jacket. He held him in silence, rocking him slowly as his tears soaked his chest. A tiny lapse let him pull away, blinking lashes heavy with tears, before he collapsed again, his howls of misery worsening. The pain must have come in waves, minutes of sobbing broken apart by short pauses for recovering breaths, before hurling him back into the outstretched arms of his grief.

"Soonyoung, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Please take care of yourself. Don't cry alone. Don't be sad."

"I will." From that short reply, he feels uncertain and he knows he was lying but what can he do about it, he needs to in order for him to be comfortable and not to worry about him. 

"Can we stay like this Soon?"

"Can you just stay Hoon?" Jihoon bit my lips until it became numb from how it deepens from doing it since he came here to meet him.

"I know you can't then."

"C-can you sing a song for me?" 

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I think I put chirn chirin on one of the chapters of my book and I was like bruh that's very wrong

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