Soonhoon | | Hozi : Letting go

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The first slap sends all his self control flying back into the depth of his head. He hold his cheek as a thin trickle of blood runs down his face from his nails. He whimper and crumple to the floor as a well aimed kick comes to contact with my lower abdomen. He curl up into a ball as the violence continues.

"H-hyung." His voice were pleading, cracking with an unstoppable kick that he receives on his stomach, reaching him out until his hand gave up already.

"You know, you shouldn't be here, you shouldn't not exist anymore. I thought you were just a pure hallucination of Soonyoung, I didn't now that there was really Woozi in reality."

His fist made contact with a deafening 

CRACK.

Numbing pain shot through me, black dots spotted my vision. He stumbled back with the taste of blood in my mouth. Tears stung the corners of my eyes, but he blinked them away.

"Now let me give you a choice to choose Jihoon, Hoshi or Soonyoung?" Squinting his eyes with tears spilling into his crimson cheeks with the sharp punches, he wasn't prepared when the attacker claim his neck, squeezing it until his face began to turn purple, having a difficulty in breathing.

"S-soonyoung." Jihoon was like a trash being thrown away, hitting his back on the floor as he gasped in severe pain. If he could even stand back up long enough to try to kick back but the punches and kicks are coming so fast that he can't even think anymore let alone defend himself now if he can just hit him right there once maybe he can let him feel a little of his pain before he fall down again.

"You can take a revenge Hoonie, you can be brutal and heartless like what you usually do." He's right, Jihoon can but he can't because Seungcheol is a hyung to him, he was there protecting him entire life and now it became opposite in a blink of an eye. He can hear and feel his heart beating in his ears, and his vision becomes tunneled.

"D-don't you recognize me Cheol?" The adrenalin, and the force of the hits, is like flying through the air. Jihoon feel like he can't control your limbs, and sometimes even like he is looking down on his own body, but with each fresh strike, he come back to the body with the pain.

"Jihoon, you know how much I loved you, how I cared for you but pretending to be Woozi was too much for me. I thought it was only Soonyoung who was deluding himself with a name Woozi until one night I realized that you were too far similar. Because the Woozi I've known is sweet and loving, not you who only knows how to hurt someone who truly loves and you know what you've done? After all these years, you wasted everything that I gave to you."

Jihoon was on the process to reply his piercing words. "Woozi! Woozi!"

He's certain. It's Soonyoung. He almost lost his consciousness but Jihoon tried to retain it. He sprinted on the petite, embracing his arms around him. Jihoon was ashamed how he's drenched with blood mixed with gushing sweat, his smell and how he saw him in this worst situation. He never imagine this sorrowful view in his eyes that's why he hugged him and escape silent tears flowing in his face. When Soonyoung stroke his hair, he let out a painful whine, biting his lips with the exhaustion of his body.