Soonhoon | | Hozi : Letting go

F o r t y - n i n e

Rubbing his eyes, and killing the alarm clock whose very jealous with their relationship with his bed, he get myself up and wore his slippers, tardily zombie-like stepping to the bathroom. Staring myself on the mirror, it hits him again. 

He cursed loudly and took out a paste and brushed off his teeth. After doing hygiene through taking a shower and everything, he went out and ride in the cab. Running like a horse, like Dokyeom, he catch my breath once I get in the elevator. 

A hand stopped it, closing his eyes to calm myself down. "Noha~ Noha~ Noha~"

Soonyoung was immobilized, folding his eyelids and his heart thumped faster than usual. "Why did they select this song? What are they trying to do?"

He can't leave his eyes beside him. "Oh you scared me!"

"You're late again!?" Soonyoung smile while nodding, affirming from Jihoon's question.

"How about you? Why are you too early?" He gazed at him deathly as a reaction.

"Because someone can't make me sleep."

"Is it because of the wrong send messages that is really intended for me?" He exhaled in disbelief with mouth slightly open.

"Narcissistic on point. How about you?"

"It was really for you!" His eyes were twinkling repeatedly. "At least, I mean it."

Without minding him, he coldly move away and walk straight ahead out of the place. Jihoon who's still dumbfounded how direct Soonyoung pronounced it with strong courage. Now he ended up embarrassing himself again to someone which he really dislike to deal with, Hoon muttered in his head again and again.

"I'm sorry if I'm coward." Soonyoung paused from his track, listening when he surprisingly spoke up when he passed him with a blank expression spreading in his face. 

"Oh, I wouldn't say it was a big mistake sending those messages to you because of how long I was typing it all because, honestly I can't say it in your face." His back shows how he's very woebegone, until such time he choose to spun around completely looking at his deep watery face.

"Seeing you with those eyes looking at me realizes me 

"To fall in love with someone who doesn't love you from the beginning, that's a mistake. In this world, there are many stupid people like that. You're looking at one now." He left Soonyoung puzzled but he didn't know that it brings him so much pain in his heart, quietly holding back his tears from what Jihoon said.

Maybe he didn't love me in the beginning, Soonyoung declared.

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It is hard loving someone who can't love you back.

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