Soonhoon | | Hozi : Letting go

F o r t y

Soonyoung, who looks like invisible and being abandoned, suppress the downcast mood rising which slowly forces his eyes to shed tiny sparky beads.  At this moment, what he really like to do was to escape and hope that he didn't agree with Seyong's favor, in the end, it will be him hurting alone for his own fault to be blame.

Walking in the middle of the busy street, honking horns with traffic which started with Soonyoung whose crossing without looking his side, as if he owns the way and didn't care what'll happen to him. It might be a childish thought, it might just be an illusion. 

"Are you crazy?! Yah~ Use the sidewalk young lad!"  A devilish smirked drawn in his lips while gazing at the convenient store. He sprinted on the place with whining sound once he saw The8 and Jun having a small date.

"You're not a beggar Young." Thughao commented, drinking his soda in can after chewing Doritos.

"We don't have any money and stop doing aegyo, you're not LEE JIHOON." They gave each other a high five with a evil cackle after playfully teasing him.

"Tsk." He rolled his eyes and sulk from their playful tricks towards the 10:10 heartbroken man.

"You're affected Soons." He send our destructive glare while going afar from the couple. Without knowing where his foot will take him, he halted on the series of cold big rectangular fridges in front of him. Putting his hand on the handle, a ball form his fist and released a deep sigh. Fixing his eyes on the floor, his energy charged fully once he saw a green bottle under the wines and beers. He delightedly grab three of them and immediately placed on the counter. After which, he put his payment and pick the paper bag.

"Where do broken hearts go~" Junhao teased their comrade on his way out.

"I can find my way home! Bye losers~"

"You're the loser~ "

Once he reached his house, Soonyoung put down what he bought and tear up the paper from sluggishness. After he successfully open the cap, he drink up half of the bottle and screamed in despair and fake joy. He sat there quiet, his arms wrapped tightly around himself in a hug, hoping to comfort himself. His body gently rocked back and forth, his cheeks stained with the endless stream of tears from his glossy eyes, enduring the emotional pain that continued to engulf him. 

"C-can...... Can we go back....back to the old times where we know each other and cherish every moment we spend together? Why are you doing this to me!?!?!" 

"Why did you even come back?"

"You should've forgot about me so that I'm not crying again!"

"I shouldn't have meet you!"

"Why am I in love alone?"

"Why am I being a fool over you Lee Jihoon why!"

"Do not appear in my dreams, do not appear again."

"I hate you! I hate you to death!"

"Just go to Seyong, I don't care anymore! I hate myself waiting to be loved!"

"I should've attempt killing my self before is time."

He hold the edge of his shoes and harshly and strongly threw out in front of the door and without having any idea that someone appears right before his eyes, he tightly closed his eyes and placed his palm around his face.

"That pain is trivial compared on what you did to my existence. Now go, go away!"

"Soonyoung." In quick movement, he spun away and face the wall, more ease and comfortable than to come to know the person making him crying all over again with a brief cast to him.

"The heck. Why can't you just spill the fact!"

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