One day I Will.

awake.

A/N Tatiana's POV

I couldn't open my eyes, but at least I think my ears still worked, I heard something, very very quite murmuring, the beeping of those machines you'd hear in the hospital, yea I think I heard one of those, I twitched my back, OWW! I screamed, "Tatiana, please lie down" a voice calmly said, I couldn't recognise the voice and my vision was blurry, I couldn't make out who it was but I could assume I was in a hospital bed, in a hospital, "oh my god she's awake" I heard again, my vision started clearing, I saw a doctor, or it could've been a nurse, smiling at me, "w-where am I?" I mumble, "at the hospital honey, your parents are here" she said pointing over to the side, where I saw a woman in her mid 40's, is this my mum? "I don't remember her?" I said squinting my eyes so that the blurriness could fade away, but as much as I tried, she didn't look like someone I knew, "oh no, I'll have to get doctor Cartbell" the doctor said walking out of the room, the woman who was supposedly my mum came towards me with my supposedly dad behind her, "hi, do you know who I am?" she asked, my dad gripped my leg, I looked at her, this time it was much clearer, but no, I didn't know who she was, "Tatiana?" I snapped back, "no I'm sorry," I said, I avoided saying the word mum, because it's just awkward, because maybe she wasn't my mum, but maybe she was but I just didn't remember.

The doctor walks in and he gives me a look, "do you know who these people are?" the doctor said pointing at my so called parents, "no I don't. Remember who they are" I said, I was so confused, who are they, why can't I remember, am I going mad?! "can you remember what happened?" the doctor asked again, this time with the clipboard in his hands, "I remember  getting hurt, like hit by something mechanical, like a car or..", the doctor nodded, "girls come in", there were 3 girls that walked in, they were around my age, "Oh my god Tatiana! Your okay" one of the girls said. her distinctive long hair, it looked so familiar, but who was she? She came and hugged me, I hugged back smiling, "you don't remember who they are do you?" the doctor said, I shook my head, "no." I heard the girls gasped. "okay we should leave you to rest, we'll have to take you into more testing tomorrow," the doctors stated, I fell back on my hospital bed and stared, who are they, did I have a relationship with them? As much as I tried, I just couldn't, just couldn't think of who they were, if the girls were my friends, or family. I didn't know. "we should call him" I heard one say, "call who?" I said, "your friend."

"what is your name?" I asked the long haired one, "It's Abril" she said smiling, it looked as she was sad, or had been crying. oh my crap "I know who you are" I said looking closely at her, "you do?" she said a little suprised, "your a friend of mine, right?" I said, "yea" she smiled, "and you are?" I said pointing at a girl who had much shorter hair than me, "it's Cacey and" "I'm Abigail," they said smiling, "and you guys are my friends" i said a little confused, "yes and 6 other people" they all giggled, I smiled, "and who is the person you were going to call?" I murmur, "his name is Mason." who the hell is Mason! "sorry who?", the all looked at me in shock, "he's from school aswell, would you like to meet him?" I think it was Cacey who asked that, I nodded, "I'll call him" Abigail said pulling out her phone. Cacey and Abril started telling stories, they sat down while Abigail was on the phone talking, I laughed and commented at the right times when Cacey and Abril would say or smile, but really I was listening to Abigail, figuring who this person was, I had 6 other friends, unbelievable, I was eager to meet all of them. "yes she's awake", "there's just a problem", "yes she's okay", "alright bye" she said clicking her phone shut, "you should get some sleep" Abigail said, I nodded and waved them off as they walk out of the room.

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"don't wake her up!" someone yelled, sounded like uh Abril?, "I'll- ill sit here" another voice said, who was that, he sounded like a guy, was one of one two thre-.. 9 friends a guy? the back of my head started pounding, what was happening?! why did it hurt, I groaned, "Tatiana" the same voice said, I didn't hear Abril's voice anymore so I guess she walked out of the room, "hey there" the voice said again, my head was aching, I could not open my eyes, it was like someone piercing a sword right through my head, I shut my eyes, I shut it hard, wishing the pain could go away, the person touched my hand and I jerked up, grunting loudly, "Tatiana, please lay down" a brown haired guy said, looking at me, he had green hazel eyes, his hand was sweaty and it looked like his hair was in a mess, or it could've just been natural, "hey Tatiana, your awake" he said smiling, I couldn't work out who he was, why am I bombarded with people I don't know, or don't remember, he furrowed his eyebrows, "what wrong, Tatiana talk to me" he softly said gripping my hand, his grip was hard, I pulled away wailing to the pain it caused, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, just please say something" he said leaning back into his chair, keeping the distance, "w-who-who ar-re you?" I stuttered, his eyes met mine, but his was wide and in shock, "what-what do you mean?"  he said looking directly at me, "don't you remember who I am? he whispered, leaning back in, I shook my head, "no".

His green eyes weren't green no more, it was almost a grey, how did he change his eye colour, it was almost amazing, they started to water, he smiled as that one tear fell down  from his cheeks and hit the floor, "why-why are you crying?" I asked, I was so confused, who was he to me? a friend? because if he was, then why weren't the  girls crying, why was he? so many questions, yet so little answer, he didn't say anything, but leaned his face toward the ground, "please don't cry" I said, this was my best to comfort him, he looked up at me and wiped away his tears, "I was the cause of, this" he emphasised, what was he saying? what's this?