One day I Will.

Discussion.

I sit in art class with Mason ahead of me. Mrs G was going through what was happening today because the zoo excursion was going to take place in about a few hours. Abril didn't make eye contact with me throughout the whole speech Mrs G said, but instead, me, Cacey and Abigail shoot looks at each other.

"hey has Abril?", Mason says slowly dying away when he hits the word 'Abril', "uh no she hasn't but we've kind of go a plan," I said shrugging, "do you need my help?" he whispered, "I kind of do" I murmured, "it's just something small," I said again, "as big as it is, I'm in" he grinned. I smiled, sometimes I don't regret being a complete ass hole to him.

We were hopping onto the bus, Mrs G counted us and I sat on window seat near to the back, Mason came in afterwards and sat right next to me. "hey" he said smiling, "hey" I said returning the smile. "hey guys!" Gage yelled, pulling Abigail to the seat in front of me, "hi there happy pants" I giggled, turning to face Abigail who was smiling right at me. 

I couldn't see Abril anywhere, but I shoved that behind my brain, Cacey came walking in looking as little dull, I guess her partner was either away today or decided to sit next to his mates, "hey" I smiled, "hi" she replied, sitting in the seat behind me alone. "do you want me to?" I offered, "oh no please, sit with your thing" she laughed pointing at him, "oi! Take that back" Mason yelled, Cacey laughed and stuck her tongue out at him. 

"Bro why are you sitting with?" Dawson says walking down the aisle, "this is my partner and her friend is partnered with our buddy here Mason" Gage explained, "yea I know that but you should be sitting next to us" Dawson snapped, this was the first time I saw Dawson actually this angry, and rude. "Nah bro it's okay we're good here." Mason interrupted, Hannah and Angela were on his side glaring at us.

"Move" Angela snapped at Abigail, "excuse m-", "I said move" Angela hissed at Abigail, Abigail moves from her seat and sits behind me with Cacey hearing her mutter, "bitch" under her breath. Hannah glared at me, "Dawson there's no room here because this slut took my seat" she sneered glaring right at me. I crossed my arm on my chest and sat there staring at the seat in front of me and all the different graffiti words and pictures drawn. "Hannah, do not talk to Tatiana like that!" Mason said raising his voice, I hold onto Mason's arm and pull him down, he gets the hint that I didn't want any attention drawn and that it was okay. 

"good girl, violence isn't the answer isn't it" Hannah said leaning down so it was directed right at me. "but violence is a form of power and I'm not afraid to lash out on you and your stupid ass hole" I hissed at her, she rolled her eyes and walked to the front of the bus. Angela on the other hand was sitting right in front of me giving me a death glare, even Gage didn't like sitting next to her and Gage worked with everyone, and when I say everyone, I mean everyone.

"I'm sorry, I'll get that sorted, I promise," he smiled, grabbing onto my arm, "it's okay"I smiled at him, "no it isn't okay" Cacey said from behind, "we need to teach that bitch what it's like" Abigail sneered. "we'll do that, after Abril" I said holding my head in my hands, "uh I-I talked to Caleb yesterday" Mason stuttered, "he was pressured to do this thing and he went completely out of control." I looked up at him, "why didn't you tell us this earlier?" Cacey said leaning in so she could hear over the noise of the other students on the bus.

"He was doing a dare with his old mates, from when he was back in Arizona," Mason said lowering his voice, "they made him do it" Abigail said, "yea and I didn't invite him but he somehow knew about this," Mason said, "wait do does he like me or is it some joke?" I asked, "well technically speaking if people are drunk they tend to say the complete truth, because there's nothing that can hold them back" Abigail explained, "well did you ask him?" Cacey asked.

"He was thrown too much questions, I didn't want to throw an extra more at him, like he was already going crazy already" Mason said, "I'll ask him when we get back to school" Abigail insisted. We all nodded and leaned back into our seats, "She's such a bitch what are you talking about" Angela screamed at Gage, "you just need to know them that's it" Gage interfered, "how would you feel if your girlfriend ditched you for another guy, huh?" she sneered, "I would let her go," Gage said pretty willingly.

"you're unbelievable, I thought you were one of us! Do you not want to be apart of the group anymore, because Mason's getting kicked out today" she hissed, Mason looked over at me, a bit worried, "are you okay" I asked, "yeah it's just" he started, lowering his voice again, "that group has been the world to me," he said, his eyes turned that grey colour again. 

"oh right, dammit there's just so many stupid problems" I scowled there was a long pause, "ever since you started dating me"  I said in realisation, he looked up at me, "no don't say that Tatiana," Mason said grabbing my hand, "we need to breakup Mason," I said feeling the tears piling up behind my eyes, "No Tatiana, we can work this" he said, desperation in his expression, "how" I said, still deep in thought, "okay one you guys can not break up okay, we went through a lot of crap to let this relationship work out and you can't just ditch it like this." Cacey says pulling her head in-between us, "what she said" Abigail said. 

How are we going to work this out, it was too much, like I was completely fine at the start of this stupid term until I met Mason for real, I got into a stupid car accident because of him. All this anger started bottling up again, like it use to, when I didn't like him but what was different this time was that I liked him, a little too much.